Why we should ask? Aren’t we children of God?
Why do ask to enter our neighbor’s house when you have an paper invitation to the party? Why do you ask grandma to babysit when we know beforehand from her kindness she will do so?
There are people who ask and pray God for a sign to help them to keep their faith in the harsh time. But all they receive is silence.
Will you always receive silence? Or are you only experiencing silence now because the time is not yet right?
Furthermore, silence itself can speak volumes. Any musician can tell you that silence is very important, and has its own meaning. Maybe the silence of God is a mere suspenseful pause in His glorious song we call creation.
We are not responsible for being created. Is this kind of God?
Are you saying that existence is too harsh for you?
The purpose of STT’s life is to know and love his God and his neighbor (including Lucretius of course

), his friends. STT is to begin drawing closer and closer to them (“
neighbor” literally means “one who is near”), becoming immersed within his friends and to have his friends entirely immersed within him, so much so that all of our hearts, minds, and souls touch in a deep intimacy.
I am not responsible for sin of Adam.
Of course not. That’s why it’s called the sin of Adam! (Unless you ARE Adam

).
No amount of logic can replace suffering, but our reflections can help us better understand the meaning of our suffering, and help us integrate it into a good and meaningful and holy life. If you seek concrete examples of those who have endured great suffering yet found profound meaning, peace, and
happiness in it, I recommend reading about the Saints and Martyrs, maybe in particular St. Therese the Little Flower.
Our theology are not the rumblings from the ivory tower, but rather reflections on our faithful and holy ancestors’ sufferings, as well as our own.
Christi pax.