Thanks for your thoughts, 4Horsemen. I do enjoy the writings of the mystics, and they always create a longing in me! Like that little quotation about the butterfly and the caterpillar–when you are lucky enough to meet the butterfly, you can only begin to sense that you are capable of what he has achieved. The longing that arises is the beginning of pure intent.
Light1111,
Yes, I agree that reading books by the mystics, particularly the great Carmelites like St. Teresa of Avila and St. John of the Cross produces a “longing” as you stated. That “longing” is for union with God, and the “longing” proceeds from God. Here’s another way of thinking about the caterpillar and the butterfuly.
God makes a little home for the caterpillar to shield it from the world. In this little home, or cocoon, God speaks to it and teaches it, while knitting it like a child in its mother’s womb (Isaiah 49), the secrets of the spiritual life. Then when the time comes to burst forth, God calls the little caterpillar to new birth and to go out into the world and do the work He has deigned for it. In other words, although the “work” of the caterpillar is to present evidence of God’s design in its beauty, the significance for the human soul is to go out into the harvest and “catch men” as Jesus told his fishermen apostles.
When I said the part about “pure intent” and “fouled intent,” I was speaking of the fact that if we have a semblance of control over ourselves, and have made a commitment to obey society’s laws (or the laws of our Church, etc.), we can behave one way, and feel another. Take for instance envy: we might know this is one of the deadly sins, yet there it exists within us.
This is the weakness of our human nature. We act opposing the Spirit. St. Paul, himself, acknowledged this conundrum:
“And the commandment, which was ordained to life, I found to be unto death. For sin, taking occasion by the commandment, deceived me, and by it slew me. Wherefore, the law is holy, and the commandment holy, and just and good . . . For that which I do I allow not: for what I would that do I not; but what I hate, that do I.” (Romans 7:10-15 KJ version, which sounds clunky compared to the New American Bible).
It is when the internal sentiments transcend the teachings–when they have been so firmly integrated and internalized that you don’t need reminders of how to think, feel and behave – that we naturally feel a gratitude rising up within us, at the idea that our friend, whom we love, has gotten what he deserves. Then we feel happy for him, without the need of envy clouding our view of the situation. Envy’s problem is that it believes that, when someone else has something, there won’t be enough for us, to go around."
Truly, envy seems to be the basis, perhaps, of other sins, covetousness, lust, greed . . .
Transcending these sins, imperfections, and failures is the key. But the question becomes: how do we overcome the “flesh?”
Again, St. Paul tells us: “But you are not in the flesh, but in the Spirit, if so be that the Spirit of God dwells in you. Now if any man has not the Spirit of Christ, he is non of His.”
(Romans 9, I took a little liberty with the translation).
When I said that intent might not match behavior, I was referring to the fact that a transformation needs to occur within . . . "
I agree with your idea of transformation “blossoming slowly, over a long period of time . . .”, as long as it tales to lead to union with God, who is the butterfly in the imagery-- the Master, the Teacher, our Brother, our Friend, the Beloved.
“Perfect love casts out all fear,” Scripture tells us, and that is where we need to venture–into “Perfect Love” without fear. It is an adventure God has planned for those who wish to transcend the ordinary and live their lives in the Spirit.
In psychoanalysis, there is the concept of “the good enough mother/father.” This is the idea that the mother/father does not need to be perfect, in order to create a child who is “more good than bad.”
Since there is no perfection in this world, we can only strive to do what we trust is our best with constant prayer ("Pray unceasingly) as well as using our reasoning powers correctly. Getting to the OP or title of this thread, what we are “Required to believe” as, for example, the Ten Commandments, may at first seem like a burden, but when we submit to God’s Will, we begin to see that they are meant for our own good, so that we can live a just life and treat others with justice and respect and even love–
caritas. Also, as you said, it depends on how we see the world, which certainly effects our way of thinking, acting and believing.
Thanks for pointing out some of the mystics who’ve written about such things. I’ve been interested in St. John of the Cross for years. What does he say on this topic? I’d love to read more about him – are his books readily accessible? I have heard he wrote beautiful love poetry to God for years, while held captive.
Here is a link to his work,
The Dark Night of the Soul
books.google.ca/books?id=N4_Tc1YKRiQC&printsec=frontcover&dq=st.+john+of+the+cross&source=bl&ots=uk4OuOFQRf&sig=_x-SIRnlKz4q1UVOFiBvIVDueRk&hl=en&ei=vSi3TLixC4Ofnweu_smICA&sa=X&oi=book_result&ct=result&resnum=5&ved=0CDIQ6AEwBA#v=onepage&q=st.%20john%20of%20the%20cross&f=false
(If it doesn’t work, google it).
Try researching St. Teresa of Avila’s works. Her
Interior Castle is a beautiful prose, but almost poetic (like St. John) description of the various “rooms” or heights in the spiritual life for those who make the arduous journey.
Thanks for sharing, 4Horsemen. This is such a lovely discussion!
Thank you too, Light1111. I agree. By the way, is there a hidden meaning in the 4 1’s?
