.This is happening across the denominational board unfortunately.
then later in life you turn back to God as you matureI
IT MAY SEEM THAT WAY, BUT THAT IS NOT MY TESTIMONY . I DID NOT “MATURE” AND COME BACK TO GOD FOR NO MAN SEEKS AFTER GOD, AND THAT INSINUATES THERE IS SOMETHING GOOD IN ME, WHEN THERE WASN’T. HE FETCHED, PURSUED ME. I WAS LIKE A WILD STALLION, RUNNING AWAY WITH all MY STRENGTH, UNTIL I WAS LASOED AND GREW TIRED OF FIGHTING, and surrendered to His gentle yet powerful and persistent wooing,calling.
Then…living in a Protestant nation, Protestants are quick to tell you the reason you fell away from Catholicism is b/c Catholisim is wrong and you must be born again.
WELL,YOUR OBSERAVTION/DEDUCTION WAS RIGHT THAT IT WAS A PROTESTANT WHO BEGAN SHARING THE GOSPEL WITH ME. IT IS NOT BECAUSE WE ARE A PROTESTANT NATION OR THAT THERE ARE MORE OF THEM , FOR THERE WERE CATHOLICS ALL AROUND ME, AS WELL AS ATHEISTS , AGNOSTICS ETC… DON’T KNOW WHY CATHOLICS DID NOT TRY TO EVANGELIZE ME. This evengelizer did not say I was in my predicament cause the CC was wrong. He just knew I did not know and trust in Jesus, cause I did not proclaim Him in such a manner and my lifestyle showed I didn’t know Him. However , when I tried to justify myself with things that happened as an infant or child (baptism ,communion,rosary, knowing about Jesus) ,my own actions,beliefs convicted me I was nowhere, or rather only halfway there. You know the rest > I had to be born again, to know Jesus personally as Lord and savior, and confess it with my mouth. But ,you are right ,in essence what was lacking in my catholic experience was partly due to a few doctrines (like being born again at infant baptism,and assuming so thereafter). Lest you get too defensive, ,this false assurance happens in all churches. One can sit in a garage all day long but you won’t turn into an automobile .You can occupy a pew in a Baptist, Presbytery, Episcopal,Orthodox , Catholic church but that doesn’t make you right with God.
I had a similiar experience. However, the Eucharist kept me Catholic.
I can only add communion indeed became a “eucharist”.a glorious thanksgiving for His gracious salvation and second chances .
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Thank-you .You too…sorry about the capitals-thought they would normalize when “sent”