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Amanda22
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I really didn’t know where to go with this problem, because I was afraid of people thinking that I was crazy. But I knew that if anyone would believe me, it would be a Catholic priest. I will just give you a brief overview of what is going on in my life, and why I have contacted you.
Let me start out by saying that I am not Catholic, nor any other denomination. My christian views are somewhat difficult and confusing as well. I am 22 and have always been very happy and ALWAYS believed in God.
O.K. well here is my story, Me and my husband bought a ouija board last year in December and began it’s usage. I have always believed in the powers of darkness as well as the powers of good. I have not seeked out the help of any religious figure since this began happening, because it never scared me or heightened my worries, until lately. As I was saying, we began it’s usage without prayer of protection the first time, in which a storm out of nowhere began and lightening lit the room up, we stopped because the person we contacted would not give us it’s name. We have done it numerous times and began filming it, everytime we do it I feel vibrations in my hands and fingertips, I feel like I am swaying or rocking on a boat, but I am not moving, and once I felt a pressure on my head that moved into my chest and it scared me because I could not breathe, my body becomes cold although the room is normal temp., and for a long time I was totally out during the sessions, I mean I do not remember it, I was tranced out so it seemed. My eyes were shut, yet this person whom he says his name is “John” would spell out things. My husband recorded them down, and we filmed the sessions. In front of me during them, you could see a shadow, and cold air could be felt, my shadow on the wall changed, as well as one time the person told my husband to look, to see him, and when my husband looked up, my eyes opened, and they were a dark color, my eyes are normally a light green. Bad luck and health has followed us, and my sleep gets disrupted. Sometimes during the night my heart palpitates and the room gets cold, I feel like there is something there, but I cannot see it. The scariest session that we had was with me, my husband, and my friend James, during this session we could see a shadow move sometimes, the candles would flicker wildly almost going out, and the white candle burnt faster than the others, we could smell whiffs of rotting flesh, and the fear in the room was so intense I stopped in the middle. But this person we spoke to would not give us his name, we do not know who or what it was. I am terrified of whatever is happening, and it seems as though I am suffering everytime I try to stop it or speak of it. I have screamed curses at God, because I was angry and I stay tired a lot,. no matter how much I sleep. I get aches and pains in my body for no reason, and I lash out violently at people I love, and I would never ever do that. I seem as though I have lost all control in my life and I am scared. I do not know what to do, I have contacted a priest who is supposed to be calling tomorrow morning, but I am afraid of him thinking I am crazy. I cannot begin to explain how I feel, except terrified and confused. I do not know what to do or what is happening to me.
I would also like to make a note that no one in my family has ever been diagnosed or treated for anything mentally wrong, I have been diagnosed with anxiety last year, after I began the board. Just so no one tinks it is medical, I only seeked out spiritual help, because I know it is not medical, it is something far worse I fear. Anyone, please help me, I need help.
Let me start out by saying that I am not Catholic, nor any other denomination. My christian views are somewhat difficult and confusing as well. I am 22 and have always been very happy and ALWAYS believed in God.
O.K. well here is my story, Me and my husband bought a ouija board last year in December and began it’s usage. I have always believed in the powers of darkness as well as the powers of good. I have not seeked out the help of any religious figure since this began happening, because it never scared me or heightened my worries, until lately. As I was saying, we began it’s usage without prayer of protection the first time, in which a storm out of nowhere began and lightening lit the room up, we stopped because the person we contacted would not give us it’s name. We have done it numerous times and began filming it, everytime we do it I feel vibrations in my hands and fingertips, I feel like I am swaying or rocking on a boat, but I am not moving, and once I felt a pressure on my head that moved into my chest and it scared me because I could not breathe, my body becomes cold although the room is normal temp., and for a long time I was totally out during the sessions, I mean I do not remember it, I was tranced out so it seemed. My eyes were shut, yet this person whom he says his name is “John” would spell out things. My husband recorded them down, and we filmed the sessions. In front of me during them, you could see a shadow, and cold air could be felt, my shadow on the wall changed, as well as one time the person told my husband to look, to see him, and when my husband looked up, my eyes opened, and they were a dark color, my eyes are normally a light green. Bad luck and health has followed us, and my sleep gets disrupted. Sometimes during the night my heart palpitates and the room gets cold, I feel like there is something there, but I cannot see it. The scariest session that we had was with me, my husband, and my friend James, during this session we could see a shadow move sometimes, the candles would flicker wildly almost going out, and the white candle burnt faster than the others, we could smell whiffs of rotting flesh, and the fear in the room was so intense I stopped in the middle. But this person we spoke to would not give us his name, we do not know who or what it was. I am terrified of whatever is happening, and it seems as though I am suffering everytime I try to stop it or speak of it. I have screamed curses at God, because I was angry and I stay tired a lot,. no matter how much I sleep. I get aches and pains in my body for no reason, and I lash out violently at people I love, and I would never ever do that. I seem as though I have lost all control in my life and I am scared. I do not know what to do, I have contacted a priest who is supposed to be calling tomorrow morning, but I am afraid of him thinking I am crazy. I cannot begin to explain how I feel, except terrified and confused. I do not know what to do or what is happening to me.
I would also like to make a note that no one in my family has ever been diagnosed or treated for anything mentally wrong, I have been diagnosed with anxiety last year, after I began the board. Just so no one tinks it is medical, I only seeked out spiritual help, because I know it is not medical, it is something far worse I fear. Anyone, please help me, I need help.