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EMILYOCD
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Watched pawn stars ( for those who don’t know its a program on the history channel uk its about pawning or selling things that may have value from history ) and they were looking at a signed pic of the plane and the people who dropped the bomb on Hiroshima am scared of things like this and now i cant get it out of my mind am so scared that someone might do that here like terrorist got hold of some bombs am scared all the times about and i know i shouldn’t watch the history channel if things like this upsets me but my husband was watching it while we where having dinner
my husband told me that its unlikely to happen but am still scared and my OCD is bad at the moment am scared of death because i think that am going to hell
I know that Jesus loves me and i hold on to that
but am still scared
don’t think ill be able to sleep tonight without having to take anti anxiety meds or if i will sleep at all
my husband told me that its unlikely to happen but am still scared and my OCD is bad at the moment am scared of death because i think that am going to hell
I know that Jesus loves me and i hold on to that
but am still scared
don’t think ill be able to sleep tonight without having to take anti anxiety meds or if i will sleep at all

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