Continued
God is self-giving. He created Adam and Eve to fully give himself away to them. If they had no free will, they could not be “temples of the Holy Spirit”, to use the terminology of St. Paul. God’s love is of utmost precedence, because Love is his highest name. God’s love does not mean it was strictly about the creature to being with. It means it was about their relationship, how they related and lived together. Relating is God nature, because it is his Trinitarian life of love, which he is (both Life and Love).
Have you ever listened to Gustav Holst’s “Jupiter”? It’s very lively and playful (Jupiter: Bringer of Jollity), but also sort of cosmic and ethereal in some parts. It’s very uncanny, unpredictable. If I had to pick a theme music for Genesis, it would be that. God is like that, creative but serene, uncanny but faithful, mysterious (to us) but always warm and near, just and merciful. If God’s highest name is love, that means the all those things, namely his creativity for our purposes, is an overflowing of his life of love, who he is. God creates out of love. Free will is, by necessity, a participation in that love. There is nothing else that can be meaningfully done with it! Freedom has its origins, not in nature, but in the Trinity. An endless cycle of self-donation between Lover (Father), Beloved (Son), and Love (Holy Spirit). Authentic freedom is in love. Using freedom apart from love is merely trying to substitute love for something else, which does not work.
Ah, but yes he does want us to have free access to himself! That’s why we’re
free, and we should hate sin. Sin is simply the commission of the free will to that which is not love. The more we persevere in grace, the more we are free and can more fully receive God’s self-donation of love, who he is.
You speak of dogmas as if they are not divine mysteries. Have you read through the ecumenical councils which provide us with these dogmas? Dogmas are not dogmas for the sake that “the Church says so”. The Church says so
because they are revealed as dogmas! Or perhaps you are trying to propose a hypothetical wherein the dogma is temporary hell, and asking me why it wouldn’t work? I would have to think about this. My tentative answer is that it would put into question the balanced fidelity of God. If God isn’t faithful to the free will of the damned, why can we have faith in his faithfulness? e.g., that he will be faithful to his promise of Redemption in us? We cannot isolate benevolence by cutting back on fidelity, because benevolence is antithetical to isolation. That doesn’t fully engulf the question, but it is the best I have for now.
God does owe you something: that which is proper to your nature. What he does not owe you is grace. Now, in regards to original sin, we do not inherit the guilt of the sin (I do not think that is Catholic teaching), but rather the incidence of it. Salvation does not happen outside the person, but inside. It is not a transaction. Backtracking, it would seem that original sin is the condition in which spiritual life cannot be passed on. Its not
what we inherit, its what we
don’t inherit–spiritual life.
I commend to you
this and
this article, by New Apologetics (very very good fundamental theologians!!). Also, check out their facebook page. Just post on their wall, and they’ll answer your question. I would suggest asking in particular your question: “God creates me through my parents and he owes me nothing? God is self-sufficent, is apparently not lacking in the self-esteem department, I can’t add nor take away anything from his holy person, if he had no intention of taking proper care of me, maybe he should have prevented my conception?”