I am truly sorry for your pain. I know that feeling of hopelessness and despair, and I see it so often in those around me who also suffer from seemingly unending pain. I cannot promise you that it will go away. But I can tell you that our hope, all hope, lies in Christ. He has secured for us an eternal refuge and solace in Heaven, where all pain and death will depart and we will be left in the bliss of perfection in the presence of God, surrounded by all the angels and saints who have come before us. Rely on God, in your prayers, your petitions, and above all in your hope. He is the source of all solace and consolation, and by praying for one another in charity and hope, we truly bring Heaven into this world. I will pray for you, and I ask the Blessed Virgin Mary, who must have shared your sense of hopelessness and confusion as she watched her beloved Son being murdered for crimes He did not commit; yet she remained hopeful and kind, and she will shed that hope and love onto you as well. I also ask for the intercession of your guardian angel, and all the other angels, saints and blesseds. God bless.
Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me. Amen