@Limoncello4021
St. Thérèse went through serious periods of doubt when her tuberculosis became came so horrific that she was drowning in her own lung fluids. Her priest admonished her to avoid the mortal sin of despair.
Here’s one quote that shows how badly she suffered:
“Watch carefully, Mother, when you will have patients a prey to violent pains; don’t leave near them any medicines that are poisonous. I assure you, it needs only a second when one suffers intensely to lose one’s reason. Then one would easily poison oneself….”
St. Thérèse’s life was not a cakewalk. Although her father, St. Louis Martin, was exemplary, he could nort make up for the mother Thérèse lost at age 4 1/2. Moreover, she stayed with a wet nurse as an infant, because her mother, St. Zelie Martin, could not nurse her. She was seriously ill as a child, but the Blessed Mother granted her a healing miracle.
Her sisters were her mother figures. One by one, they left her for the Carmelite Monastery. She was very emotional and overwrought over her losses. She was rejected in school by a girl she considered her friend. But, finally, at age 14, Thérèse experienced her Christmas conversion, when she finally overcame her tempestuous emotions.
Thérèse was passionate about everything in her life. Her florid writing reflects that passion.
Her life at the Carmel was not perfect. In developing the Little Way, she learned to put up with the nun who splashed dirty water in her face.
I encourage you to read her autobiography, “Story of a Soul.” Also, check out “The Passion of St. Thérèse,” translated by Guy Guacher. It recounts her last months of life.
In Heaven, Thérèse showers us with roses – in spite of her difficult life.
@Diaconia
I agree that God led St. Thérèse where she was meant to be. Her terminal illness allowed her to write “The Story of a Soul.” I want to add another point. I believe contemplatives’ prayers bathe the Church in holiness.
And speaking of wrong-headed vocations, St. Anthony of Padua (another of my favorite saints) aspired to be a martyr. Once he arrived in Morocco, he was too sick to preach to the Muslims. When he was shipped back to Italy, he realized God had other plans. His preaching helped to put an end to the Carthusian heresy. And we know the rest of the story.
@Tis_Bearself
I’m sorry if I misunderstood. I am so used to people attacking Mary on the forum that when I see a thread linking St. Therese and women priests, I automatically assumed the worst. My bad. I just hope no one decides St. Therese was a so-called “liberal”.
God forbid that I would attack the Blessed Mother. I revere her and love her because Jesus gave her to us as our mother. She has kept me going during my darkest moment.