We were back in Wichita a few months later (attending a WSU basketball game, huge fans) on a Saturday night. We got up on Sunday, checked out of the hotel, and I asked my wife what she wanted to do, since it was too early to start for home. “Church,” she said. “We haven’t been to church together for a long time,”. I totally agreed. We were at that moment driving East on Douglas Avenue and I pulled into the parking lot of St. James Episcopal church. I started walking and quickly noticed she wasn’t with me. I said, “Let’s go,” and pointed at St. James Church. She was staring across the street to the east at The. Hutch of the Blessed Sacrament. She said, “No, I don’t think so. I want to go see what these Catholics are all about.”
What the heck I figured and off we went. We sat in the back, and were aware of what we could and could.not participate in. We did have a solid liturgical background, and the liturgies are quite similar with some of the churches we’d attended in the past, and we’d both been to a few Catholic weddings and funerals. We knew what to expect. (We expected to not be greeted or acknowledged. We always thought Catholics were rather cold, even snobby, more on that later.)
Before the Mass began, we noticed something. We noticed the silence. As people came in, they were sitting quietly or kneeling in prayer. This was our first clue that something was going to be different.
The Mass began, and we saw all those silly little things that Catholics do, the sign of the cross, the holy water, the kneeling, etc. But this time we saw something differently. This time we saw them with eyes opened by the Holy Spirit. We didn’t see people making empty gestures, and trying to look holy in front of their friends. We saw a group of people doing these things as if it were the most natural thing in the world to them. They were doing them in unison, together, as if they were a single body. This was the first time I think we understood what Paul meant when he wrote about “the body of Christ.”
Then came the homily. The priest that day wasn’t their regular priest. It was Father John Hotze, the postulator for the cause for canonization of Father Emil Kapaun, a military chaplain who died in a prison camp during the Korean War. He spoke of many of Kapaun’s selfless acts in that prison camp that afforded his fellow prisoners some amount of hope and comfort. He spoke of how the prisoners loved Father Kapaun. One soldier, a Jew, was so moved that he carved a Catholic crucifix as a gift for Father Kapaun. The unique thing about this crucifix was the corpus. The face on the corpus was the face of Father Kapaun. You see, to this Jew, when he saw Kapaun, he saw Jesus himself. If that wasn’t enough to get our attention, the Mass moved to the Eucharistic liturgy. We saw those people go up to receive our Lord with such a sense of reverence and awe, we were literally crying softly by the end.
We walked out of the church, and neither of us spoke for a little while. I finally asked, “What did you think?”
Her answer was “Yes! That’s what church is supposed to be.”
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