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cloudheart
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I’ve been experiencing some things lately, that can be completely explained by the medical field, but I’m wondering if I should be worried anyway.
I often wake up and feel someone standing over me, or see a vague presence in my room. I’m always scared when this happens. Apparently this is quite common and is called hypnagogia (en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnagogia) - it’s basically a kind of perception distortion to do with being half asleep. But should I be worried that it could be a demonic presence?
A few more specifics:
I don’t really have anyone else to ask. I was about to start an RCIA program, but then I moved house and haven’t been able to find another (it took me 18 months to find the first one). I may be able to attend one later in the year, but the church isn’t sure it will run, and no other churches nearby are running one. I’ve gone to a few services at this new church, but don’t really know anyone yet, and don’t feel comfortable approaching a priest I don’t know. I don’t have any practising Catholic friends or family.
Thanks in advance for any response you can provide.
I often wake up and feel someone standing over me, or see a vague presence in my room. I’m always scared when this happens. Apparently this is quite common and is called hypnagogia (en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnagogia) - it’s basically a kind of perception distortion to do with being half asleep. But should I be worried that it could be a demonic presence?
A few more specifics:
- This has happened in more than one house.
- I can’t quite remember if it happened at all before I started contemplating going to church, but it has certainly been happening a lot since I have been attending church (although the time period also coincides with me being stressed, which could trigger hypnagogia).
- Sometimes I think I see a figure, but then realise it’s the shadow of something else in my room, but sometimes I turn on the light and there was nothing else there that could have made the shape.
- One instance that basically convinced me that it was just a sleep/perception thing was this: I woke up, absolutely convinced that I had gone to bed lying on cushions, and since the cushions were gone, someone must have been in my room. I tried to clear my head for about 10 minutes, but was still really confused/scared, and still convinced I had fallen asleep on the cushions. I couldn’t shake out of it and just went back to sleep. In the morning my mind was clear, and I knew there had been no cushions. This actually doesn’t fit with hypnagogia, but it doesn’t sound like a demon thing either, does it?
- I also often wake up exactly on the hour - either 12am or 1am (I go to sleep at 11pm). Once or twice it has been 2am or 3am. But it’s always right on the hour, or within a few minutes - never mid-way through the hour. I don’t know if this is related at all.
I don’t really have anyone else to ask. I was about to start an RCIA program, but then I moved house and haven’t been able to find another (it took me 18 months to find the first one). I may be able to attend one later in the year, but the church isn’t sure it will run, and no other churches nearby are running one. I’ve gone to a few services at this new church, but don’t really know anyone yet, and don’t feel comfortable approaching a priest I don’t know. I don’t have any practising Catholic friends or family.
Thanks in advance for any response you can provide.