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Sbee0
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Something really weird happened as I received the Eucharist the last couple weeks. I received and almost choked on the Eucharist when I was consuming. I’m sure it was just a coincidence. But the thought was in my mind- that’s never happened to me before. And then last Mass as I was receiving the Eucharist this thought cursing Jesus came into my mind as I was receiving. I could even see the words. That scared me - it was almost like a demon- and I dismissed it right away with a thought that “you have no power over me”. That only happened once previously in confession but I did not confess it yet.
Being someone with some anxiety I worry about this next time I receive our Lord in the Eucharist. Any thoughts on how to deal with this if it happens again? I don’t know if this is sin as obviously I did not think of this on purpose but I hope to mention it in confession to help me be at peace receiving Eucharist. Or should I talk to a priest outside of confession?
Being someone with some anxiety I worry about this next time I receive our Lord in the Eucharist. Any thoughts on how to deal with this if it happens again? I don’t know if this is sin as obviously I did not think of this on purpose but I hope to mention it in confession to help me be at peace receiving Eucharist. Or should I talk to a priest outside of confession?