remember, it’s pride creeping in, an excuse-- “but oh, i do this therefore i’m not able.” remember god’s plan is so much more wise than shyness or what we could ever, ever do say think. perfection, it’s also perfection creeping in. saying-- “i lack this therefore i cannot”’ it’s satan’s lie. you are redeemed, you are made perfect in him, go in peace. this is the lord, and he loves clergy that is why you are under attack.
claim yourself your weaknesses in christ and move ahead, remember there is nothing any of us can do, shy or not, to earn him. it’s all god’s grace and he chose you for this vocation and that’s it.