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Linda_Marie_M
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Hello there,
46 y/o female who USED to be an intelligent, personable, out-going, model, dancer and business professional. I thank Jesus for allowing me to experience those things…glad that I never took any one of them for granted nor was I at all pridefull.
That being said, my Myotonic Muscular Dystrophy; Multiple Sclerosis; TMAU; severe GERD has changed me into a much different person. .
Most troubling are the personality changes directly related to the 1st two conditions: apathetic demeaner; almost avoidant personality; depression. In addition the face changes shape as to give one a constant bored/dull/un-interested/dead-pan appearance. I try to smile as much as poss. but of course not every conversation calls for such an expression.
I was in a relationship w/a great man that we both thoughteach other was “the One”. Things ended recently and although he still says I’m one of his best friends, he’s not always sure how to handle this as he has never experienced being such with a prior girlfriend. We run in the same social circles and even though we talk when we meet up/out, sometimes I wonder if he’s embarrassed by the way I look. He denies this but I ? it as I see my shrinking body in the mirror (5’5"; 94 lbs).
If it isn’t putting you out too much, will you please help me with prayers for Ron and myself as I miss him dearly? I would love for us to get back together or at the very least, remain very good friends as I don’t want to lose our close bond. Hey, if my illnesses could be cured, that’s do icing on the cake but I’m not greedy Lord.
Thanks for “listening”…I’ll say a prayer for all of you out there for whatever your special intentions may be.
46 y/o female who USED to be an intelligent, personable, out-going, model, dancer and business professional. I thank Jesus for allowing me to experience those things…glad that I never took any one of them for granted nor was I at all pridefull.
That being said, my Myotonic Muscular Dystrophy; Multiple Sclerosis; TMAU; severe GERD has changed me into a much different person. .
Most troubling are the personality changes directly related to the 1st two conditions: apathetic demeaner; almost avoidant personality; depression. In addition the face changes shape as to give one a constant bored/dull/un-interested/dead-pan appearance. I try to smile as much as poss. but of course not every conversation calls for such an expression.
I was in a relationship w/a great man that we both thoughteach other was “the One”. Things ended recently and although he still says I’m one of his best friends, he’s not always sure how to handle this as he has never experienced being such with a prior girlfriend. We run in the same social circles and even though we talk when we meet up/out, sometimes I wonder if he’s embarrassed by the way I look. He denies this but I ? it as I see my shrinking body in the mirror (5’5"; 94 lbs).
If it isn’t putting you out too much, will you please help me with prayers for Ron and myself as I miss him dearly? I would love for us to get back together or at the very least, remain very good friends as I don’t want to lose our close bond. Hey, if my illnesses could be cured, that’s do icing on the cake but I’m not greedy Lord.
Thanks for “listening”…I’ll say a prayer for all of you out there for whatever your special intentions may be.

