Sinned mortally again

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I’m really upset, I had so many things going in my favour and so many opportunities to pull out, but I didn’t. I need to go to confession, I’m scared that once again, confession won’t be available and I’ll have to wait a really long time before going.

Please pray that I can have the courage to phone one of the parishes and ask for, and receive confession as soon as I can. And I can finally stop this sinning.
 
O Blood and Water, which gushed forth from the Heart of Jesus as a fountain of Mercy for us, I trust in You!

Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name; Thy kingdom come; Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread; and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us; and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil, Amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace. The Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou amongst women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death, Amen.

Eternal Father, I offer you the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your Dearly Beloved Son, Our Lord, Jesus Christ, in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.

For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.

Holy God, Holy Mighty One, Holy Immortal One, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
 
Saint Michael, the archangel, defend us in battle, be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the devil, may God rebuke him, we humbly pray. And do you, O’ Prince of the Heavenly host, by the power of God thrust into Hell Satan and all the other evil spirits who prowl about the world for the ruin of souls.

Amen.

†

Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

†

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

†

Prayer to Our Lady of Mental Peace

O Lady of Mental Peace,
Mother of Tranquility
and Mother of Hope,
look upon YehoiakhinEx232 in this time
of weakness and unrest.

Teach her searching heart
to know that God’s Love
for her is unchanging and
unchangeable, and, that
true human love can only
begin and grow by touching
His Love.

Let your gentle Peace -
which this world cannot give
  • be always with her.
    And, help her to bring this
    same Peace into the lives
    of others.
Our Lady of Mental Peace,
  • Pray for us!
    Amen.
 
I’ve talked to my parents, it’s extremely unlikely that that I’ll be able to go to confession today, and they’re very reluctant to take me to confession tomorrow. Please pray that I can go to confession tomorrow, or today if there’s still a chance.

I’m struggling a lot with anger and frustration, and I’m having a hard time getting out, and turning to God and Our Lady. I’ve finally managed to sever ties with a woman who for has for a long time, been causing me a lot grief and irritation for various reasons, but I’m still struggling with anger at her, if you don’t mind, please pray also that my issues with her can finally be resolved.
 
Looking over your posts, is it possible that you suffer from scrupulosity? Please don’t be too hard on yourself.
 
From your previous post on this topic: Continuing the discussion from Why can’t I stop this!?!:
YehoiakhinEx232 said:
Trust me they do, the pornography of this perversion is full of mother-son motifs.
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I feel very badly that someone your age is feeling so badly afflicted over this. You should definitely be seeking therapy. I don’t know if you’ve connected the dots on this yet or not, but I have to point out that all of your posts are either about this particular perversion or about increasing your devotion to our Holy Mother. I would try and figure out what your mother obsession is all about, and come to terms with the fact that you’ve got two sides of the same coin going on psychologically. Perhaps shift your devotions to a different aspect of Catholicism, rather than your current laser focus on the Divine Mother? It seems pretty incompatible with the fact that you have this perversion going on.
 
Prayer for Purity

My God, You have given me a body to keep
pure and clean and healthy for Your service
and my eternal happiness. Forgive me for all
my unfaithfulness in this great responsibility.
Forgive me for every mean use which I have
made of Your gifts in thought, word or deed
since my rebirth as Your own adopted child
in Baptism and my registration as a soldier of
Jesus on the day of my Confirmation.

Create in me a clean heart, O God, and give
me a steadfast will that I may be a strength
to others around me. Teach me to respect
my body and the bodies of my fellow creatures.
Help me to see the glory of perfect manhood
in Jesus Christ and of perfect womanhood
in Mary Immaculate.

Inspire me with such love for the ideals for
which our Savior lived and died that all my
passions and energies will be caught up into
the enthusiasm of His service, and evil things
will lose their power. May my body be the servant
of my soul, and may both body and soul be
Your servants. Through Christ, Our Lord. Amen.
 
I started this focusing on this devotion to Mary at first specifically to combat my perversion. (though I assure you, my relationship with Mary has deepened and expanded since than, I’m not just doing this devotion because of my perversion) I was inspired by hearing about how ex-gay males who had bad relationships with their dads, focused on developing a devotion to St. Joseph to overcome their perversions and wounded-ness. I assure you, my devotion to Mary has been helping me, it’s just that this morning my mind was swimming with several frustrations at once, (one of which is posted in here, namely an irritating college assignment) and I just capitulated.

I have been diversifying my devotions a bit, right now I’m trying to develop a devotion to the Sacred Heart to help me with my anger issues, I’m trying to make my heart meek and humble like unto his.
 
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Hail Mary,
Full of grace,
The Lord is with Thee.
Blessed art Thou amongst women,
and blessed is the fruit of Thy womb,
Jesus
Holy Mary
Mother of God
Pray for us sinners
Now and at the hour of death
Amen
 
Good news,

Thanks to your prayers I was able to arrange a plan with my parents, for me to take a bus to my diocese’s cathedral for me say confession there.

Please pray that I have a safe trip, a good confession, and a greater openness to God’s graces.

Thanks everyone.
 
Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou amongst women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.

Amen.
 
Saint Michael, the archangel, defend us in battle, be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the devil, may God rebuke him, we humbly pray. And do you, O’ Prince of the Heavenly host, by the power of God thrust into Hell Satan and all the other evil spirits who prowl about the world for the ruin of souls.

Amen.

†

Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

†

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

†

Prayer to Our Lady of Mental Peace

O Lady of Mental Peace,
Mother of Tranquility
and Mother of Hope,
look upon YehoiakhinEx232 in this time
of weakness and unrest.

Teach her searching heart
to know that God’s Love
for her is unchanging and
unchangeable, and, that
true human love can only
begin and grow by touching
His Love.

Let your gentle Peace -
which this world cannot give

be always with her.
And, help her to bring this
same Peace into the lives
of others.
Our Lady of Mental Peace,

Pray for us!
Amen.
 
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