Wow, thank you both for such great posts.
You both reiterate what my spiritual director said about loving God ABOVE religious life and convents. It hit me hard when I first heard it. I’m trying to have God first place in my life, but it’s hard to help not feeling head over heels when you really like an order, at least for me anyway. A phatmasser also mentioned about the need to detach from love of orders above God. If I could work on that, the blow wouldn’t be as bad if they tell me no.
I totally need to step back some because I haven’t even visited yet, but I plan to. Daughter, like you, I want a first visit and then a “try-out” later on, if the visit goes well. I am also fine with waiting some years before I’m ready to even enter somewhere, so that will also help me mature and detach.
Daughter, I understand you said that Sister said you should apply in December. Is that after knowing your health issues…has she accepted all of that? I just feel like, if she is okay with EITHER of us, then most likely she’ll be okay with BOTH of us.