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seeker63
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This may sound like a political question but is in fact one of morality.
For years I was a conservative Republican, but grew disillusioned with that.Then I was more or less a small “l” libertarian.
A few years ago I got laid off and have been unable to find decent, permanent, full-time work since. This made me very bitter about corporate America.
For a few months last year and early this year I was involved in a socialist organization, oddly enough about the same time I was in RCIA. I was interested mainly in their economic theories, but less so in their other causes.
And though they often stressed their Marxist origins, for some reason my mind was clouded and for a few months I think I seriously believed they were espousing a form of Marxism without all the negative, totalitarian elements in it.
I officially joined and got a membership card, made small finaincial contributions, bought books, magazines, and papers, and attended seminars. I went to one of their anti-death penalty protests, even though I’ve never especially opposed the death penalty.
I soon grew bored with the whole business and annoyed with their constant insistence I pay them dues and sell their papers in my spare time. I stayed involved only as long as I did because I enjoyed the company of some of the members and had been very lonely and isolated for some time.
I was also concerned with the atheist or irreligious stands of many of the members. The chapter was often involved in “abortion rights” activities, and though I pointedly avoided involvement there, they were definitely a “red flag” (no pun intended) that I shouldn’t be involvd in this group.
I have not been involved with this group for many months, though I still am on their e-mailing list. Should I just ask to be dropped from the list or should I send in a formal letter of resignation?
The more I’ve read about the thoughts and writings of the Popes, the more I’ve realized what a mistake this involvement was. It seems the Church has the answers the political parties do not, but how could those be applied without a Catholic political party?
My point to all this is that the more I’ve read about Confession and the deeper I’ve gotten into the examination of my conscience, the more I’ve started to worry that my socialist involvement was a mortal sin. What say you all?
For years I was a conservative Republican, but grew disillusioned with that.Then I was more or less a small “l” libertarian.
A few years ago I got laid off and have been unable to find decent, permanent, full-time work since. This made me very bitter about corporate America.
For a few months last year and early this year I was involved in a socialist organization, oddly enough about the same time I was in RCIA. I was interested mainly in their economic theories, but less so in their other causes.
And though they often stressed their Marxist origins, for some reason my mind was clouded and for a few months I think I seriously believed they were espousing a form of Marxism without all the negative, totalitarian elements in it.
I officially joined and got a membership card, made small finaincial contributions, bought books, magazines, and papers, and attended seminars. I went to one of their anti-death penalty protests, even though I’ve never especially opposed the death penalty.
I soon grew bored with the whole business and annoyed with their constant insistence I pay them dues and sell their papers in my spare time. I stayed involved only as long as I did because I enjoyed the company of some of the members and had been very lonely and isolated for some time.
I was also concerned with the atheist or irreligious stands of many of the members. The chapter was often involved in “abortion rights” activities, and though I pointedly avoided involvement there, they were definitely a “red flag” (no pun intended) that I shouldn’t be involvd in this group.
I have not been involved with this group for many months, though I still am on their e-mailing list. Should I just ask to be dropped from the list or should I send in a formal letter of resignation?
The more I’ve read about the thoughts and writings of the Popes, the more I’ve realized what a mistake this involvement was. It seems the Church has the answers the political parties do not, but how could those be applied without a Catholic political party?
My point to all this is that the more I’ve read about Confession and the deeper I’ve gotten into the examination of my conscience, the more I’ve started to worry that my socialist involvement was a mortal sin. What say you all?