Most anything by Alice In Chains or Jerry Cantrell. Jerry Cantrell’s song “solitude” helps alot.
**There’s no out, downside up for good
No light, reflection understood
Had to try, perversion satisfied
Insane…so, I indulge the beast awhile
When hurting yourself feels right
And there’s nothing familiar in sight
Take the time to pull the weeds
Choking flowers in your life
Or seal your doom
Cold transparent blue
Locked inside a room
In solitude
There’s no flesh, my own ghost awaits
Unclean, defiled, hallucinatory state
Lust, sloth, not my only sins
It’s just how, when it’s time, on a degradation trip…yeah
When hurting yourself feels right
Long gone the will to fight
Take the time to pull the weeds choking flowers in your life
Or seal your doom
Cold transparent blue
Locked inside a room
In solitude
Insanity takes you
So black it’s untrue
So black it’s untrue**
Or Alice In Chains “Over Now”
**Yeah, it’s over now, but I can breathe somehow
When it’s all worn out, I’d rather go without
You know its been on my mind
Could you stand right there
Look me straight in the eye and say
That it’s over now
We pay our debt sometime
Well it’s over now, yet I can see somehow
When its all gone wrong, it’s hard to be so strong
You know its been on my mind
Could you stand right there
Look me straight in the eye and say
That it’s over now
We pay our debt sometime
Yeah, we pay our debt sometime
We pay our debt sometime
Yeah, we pay our debt sometime
Guess it’s over now, I seem alive somehow
When it’s out of sight, just wait and do your time
You know its been on my mind
Could I stand right here
Look myself in the eye and say
That it’s over now
**
It’s darker music but it’s about keeping on even in the dark