Sorry I am sad again

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Hi all,

I feel sad again. Today, my family decide to move home. I have lived in my
current home for nearly three years and I love this place. This place brings
me to God, but at the same time, I have many sad time here as well (see
my previous post for detail).

I feel sorry for my parents because this “moving home” decision is part of
my fault. I feel myself stupid and useless.

I don’t know where God will take me, but I trust God will open my eyes.
I keep asking myself “when will god help me out of the crisis I am facing?”
Recently, a lot of time I tell myself God may not help me through this
crisis. Moreover, from the newspaper, I saw many people killing themselves.
I ask myself too, “Should I do the same?”

I feel very confused. On one side, I believe God will help me get through
the crisis I am facing. On the other hand, my mind keeps telling me that
God may not help me or worse, I am getting what I deserve because of
my past poor decision making.

I want to give up my life…but my faith keep hanging on… There is a very
intensive spiritual battle inside my head. Please help me.
 
Dear Joseph, change can be very sad and painful, but God can use it to open new doors also.
I will keep you in the weekend Masses.
God bless you, Joseph, and your family and future be blessed also.
I had many changes, Joseph, that I found hard, so I know it’s very distressing.
Please do trust that God is looking after you, and you will find good things there too, with effort and with God’s grace.
 
Our Father who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name.
Thy kingdom come.
Thy will be done on earth, as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
Forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. Amen
 
May our Lord give you courage, strength and perseverance. May you love his holy will above all things and be surrendered to it. May you know that whatever the Lord permits to happen to you is for the good of your soul and spiritual life. May you talk with a priest about your feelings so you can feel better and have more peace in your heart for prayer. May you pray a lot and repeat the prayers: “Jesus, I trust in you!” and “Lord, have mercy on me a sinner! " and " O Lord, come to my assistance! O Lord, make haste to help me!” Amen.
 
Our Father, Who art in heaven,
Hallowed be Thy Name.
Thy Kingdom come.
Thy Will be done, on earth as it is in Heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses,
as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of death.

Amen.

Glory be to the Father,
and to the Son,
and to the Holy Spirit.
As it was in the beginning,
is now,
and ever shall be,
world without end.

Amen.
 
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