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Sorry once more to ask for prayers but this is the only place I feel that I can ask for help. I feel so alone so low so everything. I need your prayers so much please say a prayer for me. SO much going on right now I don’t feel any strength at all I feel so useless and feel like such all I know how to do well is fail. I am calling to our Lord for help. I want to do right but my past of errors just hang over me and come back over and over again. Today was one of those days. I have never been the prefect daughter always seem that I did something wrong that ended up hearting my mother. I have tried to fix my ways but those things I did wrong always seem to come and hit me in my face. I have been the one my mother has had to shed tears about. I can never be that daughter she ever wanted I see and I feel so alone and so sad and although I try to pray to our Lord something happens and no matter how I try to mend our relationship something happens… She even said she feels like she is going to die soon. Plus everything that is happening in my house my husband is pulling so much weight and yet and still we are sinking and I watch our children at home I am trying to have a small at home business but we are drowning so fast I don’t know what is going to happen next. Lord I need my Lord to give me some kind of strenght PLEASE PLEASE… if not for me for my beloved innocent children who have me as a mother… if our Lord doesn’t hear my cries I understand because I have done so much wrong that is why I am begging for prayers please. I have tired to ask for forgiveness but I sin and sin and I know we are not prefect but I feel as I can never or will do rigth I have been trying so so so so so hard… Please please say a prayer for me. For my husband .For my 3 babies… My soul is drowning in pain…OH Jesus…Please Help me…God Bless all of you who take the time to pray for … I am holding on to my mustard seed…I BELIEVE I HAVE TO HOLD ON I KNOW PLEASE just pray for me…