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Jaypeeto4
Guest
Dear Friends of Our LORD Jesus Christ,
please pray for me today, that the LORD will grant me, as King David asked in
Psalm 51, a new clean heart and a right spirit.
I am mentally overwhelmed with the guilt of my years of sins, and with the
sickening painful realization that my sins have hurt and endangered others, including
those most dear to me, which I would never do on purpose.
I am in a no-win situation, too. I need to speak to certain people about things,
but if I DO THAT, other people will very likely suffer greatly, who do not deserve to
suffer at all. But if I DON’T do the speaking to certain people, then I am withholding
information. Either way, I am sinning, whether I DO, or whether I DON’T.
Please also ask God to change the dynamics of this situation and help me know what
to do. I can’t get specific here, but I am a mental and emotional train-wreck at this point.
This has been going on for a long time, many months. I went to confession, and it helped initially, but the situation didn’t change, the despair returned, the grief returned, and with it the lack of resistance to Sin returned. Please pray for me. I really, desperately need a demonstration of God’s Mercy in my wretched life, and I desperately need Him to fill me with the holy Spirit and heal my mind and heal my conscience.
Love to all of you, and many many thanks for your prayers.
God bless you,
Jaypeeto4
please pray for me today, that the LORD will grant me, as King David asked in
Psalm 51, a new clean heart and a right spirit.
I am mentally overwhelmed with the guilt of my years of sins, and with the
sickening painful realization that my sins have hurt and endangered others, including
those most dear to me, which I would never do on purpose.
I am in a no-win situation, too. I need to speak to certain people about things,
but if I DO THAT, other people will very likely suffer greatly, who do not deserve to
suffer at all. But if I DON’T do the speaking to certain people, then I am withholding
information. Either way, I am sinning, whether I DO, or whether I DON’T.
Please also ask God to change the dynamics of this situation and help me know what
to do. I can’t get specific here, but I am a mental and emotional train-wreck at this point.
This has been going on for a long time, many months. I went to confession, and it helped initially, but the situation didn’t change, the despair returned, the grief returned, and with it the lack of resistance to Sin returned. Please pray for me. I really, desperately need a demonstration of God’s Mercy in my wretched life, and I desperately need Him to fill me with the holy Spirit and heal my mind and heal my conscience.
Love to all of you, and many many thanks for your prayers.
God bless you,
Jaypeeto4