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As I was lamenting my lot in life recently, a revelation came to me. Let me give the background of my circumstance, not to complain but to explain. It has been over a year since my income has dropped dramatically. All my attempts to resolve and improve our situation have failed. I and others who have analyzed my situation have no answer to why my business is suffering, I am doing everything right. However, I am no longer able to pay current bills, back bills, I have creditors harassing me day and night wanting money we don’t have. Friends and colleagues have left me, turned their back on me. Some have even slandered me making my situation worse. My health is now degrading, but I can’t afford treatment since we lost our medical insurance. I have been fighting everyday against bankruptcy, one of my few remaining employees have now quit. Over the course of this time, I have prayed, repeated novenas to the saints, have done 54 day novenas. I have asked others to pray for me. It seems to fall on deaf ears.
Recently, I was listening to Catholic Answers, and Trent Horn was talking about the strange difficulties he had in releasing his latest book. He said it was like there was spiritual warfare going on to keep the book from coming out. That is when I realized, that looking back, I made a firm commitment to the Lord and as I come closer and closer to God and his will, my personal life has become worse and worse. It seems like the evil one is conducting a strong campaign of spiritual warfare against our family attempting to get us to become despondant and fall into despair. At times, in moments of weakness, I have and lamented to God why are all my prayers unanswered?
However, the strong realization that the devil is real and really does hate me and hates humanity and has the power to oppress my life makes me only realize that God is real(if the devil is real and is a creation then God must be the creator), Jesus died for us out of love for us and he will save us. All these darts and arrows that the evil one is casting into our lives only draws me closer to God.
There is a reason for the pain. It is through the fire of my pain that my soul is being forged for the better. At some point, it will end one way or the other.
What is happening now can be compared to a splinter in my finger compared to what joy awaits us at the end. I realized that I have to be patient and let God form me according to his will, which is love and mercy itself.
To all who are suffering financially or who have physical ailments or mental suffering seeming for no reason, I urge you to stay strong in the faith and do not let the evil one be successful in his desire to have you fall into despair and loss of faith. I know how it will end for us in the long run if we remain faithful to the end.
I do continue to ask this community for prayers and strength during my family’s suffering.
Thank you.
Recently, I was listening to Catholic Answers, and Trent Horn was talking about the strange difficulties he had in releasing his latest book. He said it was like there was spiritual warfare going on to keep the book from coming out. That is when I realized, that looking back, I made a firm commitment to the Lord and as I come closer and closer to God and his will, my personal life has become worse and worse. It seems like the evil one is conducting a strong campaign of spiritual warfare against our family attempting to get us to become despondant and fall into despair. At times, in moments of weakness, I have and lamented to God why are all my prayers unanswered?
However, the strong realization that the devil is real and really does hate me and hates humanity and has the power to oppress my life makes me only realize that God is real(if the devil is real and is a creation then God must be the creator), Jesus died for us out of love for us and he will save us. All these darts and arrows that the evil one is casting into our lives only draws me closer to God.
There is a reason for the pain. It is through the fire of my pain that my soul is being forged for the better. At some point, it will end one way or the other.
What is happening now can be compared to a splinter in my finger compared to what joy awaits us at the end. I realized that I have to be patient and let God form me according to his will, which is love and mercy itself.
To all who are suffering financially or who have physical ailments or mental suffering seeming for no reason, I urge you to stay strong in the faith and do not let the evil one be successful in his desire to have you fall into despair and loss of faith. I know how it will end for us in the long run if we remain faithful to the end.
I do continue to ask this community for prayers and strength during my family’s suffering.
Thank you.