Wow, must be an epidemic around here!
I’ve been having a rough time myself.
Today was a true low point. Usually, when I’m experiencing dryness or am otherwise “blue,” I at least find relief and peace at mass and when engaged in ministry. Today, I went to mass and I was serving (EM), yet the light never broke through the clouds.
I like to take a dose of 2 Cor 4-5 often when I feel like this. I try to remind myself, that these are the times when our good habits- such as liturgy of the hours and daily rosary- are crucial in helping us stay on the right path and not wander into sin or despair because we’re not feeling the fire.
*Lord, I know you want me to follow you in good times and bad, whether I have the joy of your presence and consolations or not. I know you want me to grow up (as a believer) and not rely on butterflies and goosebumps but on your Word and my faith. But I’m weak and I don’t know how much farther I can go on my own. Please give me the grace to keep smiling, keep being a good witness and keep walking the line, even when I feel lousy inside.
I ask this through Christ Our lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God forever and ever, AMEN.*