Over the years, she often used mortification to refocus herself on God and remove distractions. Rose modeled herself after St. Catherine of Siena. Both St. Rose and St. Catherine experienced an overwhelming love when in the presence of the Blessed Sacrament. Her parents, who lost much of their wealth in a failed mining venture, looked forward to seeing their daughter married and be assured of a safe, stable life. But St. Rose didn’t want to marry. She was completely devoted to God, and wanted to remain so. To make herself less attractive to suitors, she rubbed hot peppers into her face to change her complexion and the smoothness of her skin. She also cut her hair, wore simple, unattractive clothing and worked to keep her hands rough through labor. She used many methods to fight any source of vanity or any temptation to give her life to anyone but God. While this may sound extreme to us, it does highlight St. Rose’s desire and commitment to serve God alone.