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PuerAzaelis
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It’s insidious. You don’t even know it’s happening. The initial reasons all seem worthy and innocuous, and you imagine, “There’s always tomorrow. Just this once.” So you chip away at it, you excuse yourself, you rationalize, and then, finally, you stop. Game over.
“Today, I have a very busy day ahead of me, I need to get a head start on things. So I’ll cut the time down just a bit.” The next day as you settle into your focus, your busied mind is taken away by some pressing worries, and you succumb by heading over to your laptop to send out just a few emails. You were just certain that would do the trick and let you focus, even though it didn’t. The following day, before you even begin, you decide you will just quick-check the news first, get that out of the way, and then go right to it. But “it” never happens . . .
And so it goes. You’ve stopped praying.
God, help me to keep on praying.
“Today, I have a very busy day ahead of me, I need to get a head start on things. So I’ll cut the time down just a bit.” The next day as you settle into your focus, your busied mind is taken away by some pressing worries, and you succumb by heading over to your laptop to send out just a few emails. You were just certain that would do the trick and let you focus, even though it didn’t. The following day, before you even begin, you decide you will just quick-check the news first, get that out of the way, and then go right to it. But “it” never happens . . .
And so it goes. You’ve stopped praying.
God, help me to keep on praying.