Struggling to trust the Church

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Why wait for lent?

again he sets a certain day, “Today,” saying through David so long afterward, in the words already quoted, "Today, if you hear his voice, harden not your hearts." (Hebrews 4:7)

-Tim-
Good point, since Lent is quite aways away.
 
Last night, I got into a Facebook debate with a “mad-trad” who went on the typical screed of the popes, Vatican II, and the Ordinary Form being evil, masonic counterfeits. When I shared an article by Dave Armstrong that shows Pope Francis is pro-orthodoxy and against Modernism, he dismissed it as “lies from Satan’s but hole”.

I know his kind are wrong; if they’re right, then it means Jesus went back on His promise of “the gates of hell will not prevail” and “I am with you always”. At the risk of sounding uncharitable, I don’t think they’re very bright, either. When they start accusing popes JPII and Paul VI of being secretly Jews, Masons, atheists, Muslims, and communists all at once, I know they don’t have both oars in the water.

However, I can’t shake the fear of, “what if they are right?” Even when I stay away from those websites or Facebook pages, this worry intrudes my every waking thought. I don’t talk to family or friends about this, because I’m certain they will have no idea what I’m talking about.

It’s starting to make me worry about my church friends and whether they espouse heresy. I don’t know who to trust anymore. And it makes me toe the line of Jansenist despair, that all people will go to hell.

What can I do about this? Why am I worrying about ideas that I know are so patently divorced from reality that they don’t deserve my time or attention?
A person who struggles with doubt (not obstinate doubt, but doubt) is superior to one who doesn’t, since those struggles are used to refine you.

In these past 2 years, mad-trads have never been an issue for me, probably because my upbringing is protestant of the fundamentalist leaning, and having seen that side and then crossed the river, it’s painfully obvious to see the parallels between the mad-trad thought process and the fundamentalist protestant thought process. I really mean it: it’s like I’m looking at two spiritual twins. It’s more than just academic for me: it is experiential.

What I did struggle with (and if I’m not being prideful, then at least some inkling of struggle still remains) is new atheism and secular liberalism, which I half-crossed over into in my late teen/college years as I lost faith in what I (incorrectly) assumed was Christianity in its fully authentic form.

The first step, as with anything and everything, is prayer, and in this case the 2nd step is to immerse yourself in the literature. If you have doubts in the back of your mind that, “Maybe the mad-trads are right”, then read about it, and from the best sources you can. Don’t be sloppy/lazy and sit in your computer chair and google random internet sites. That is sloth, and you justly suffer from anxiety if that is what you choose to fill your head with. Just turn them off. Block them. You want books. Books by scholarly authors that follow the historical trail and the theology.

(Spoiler: the Catholic Church rips the mad-trads to shreds)

This doubt of yours isn’t even necessarily planted by your own weakness or by Satan. It might be God that is prompting you, permitting you to be uneasy, saying to you, “Seek!”.
 
A person who struggles with doubt (not obstinate doubt, but doubt) is superior to one who doesn’t, since those struggles are used to refine you.

In these past 2 years, mad-trads have never been an issue for me, probably because my upbringing is protestant of the fundamentalist leaning, and having seen that side and then crossed the river, it’s painfully obvious to see the parallels between the mad-trad thought process and the fundamentalist protestant thought process. I really mean it: it’s like I’m looking at two spiritual twins. It’s more than just academic for me: it is experiential.

What I did struggle with (and if I’m not being prideful, then at least some inkling of struggle still remains) is new atheism and secular liberalism, which I half-crossed over into in my late teen/college years as I lost faith in what I (incorrectly) assumed was Christianity in its fully authentic form.

The first step, as with anything and everything, is prayer, and in this case the 2nd step is to immerse yourself in the literature. If you have doubts in the back of your mind that, “Maybe the mad-trads are right”, then read about it, and from the best sources you can. Don’t be sloppy/lazy and sit in your computer chair and google random internet sites. That is sloth, and you justly suffer from anxiety if that is what you choose to fill your head with. Just turn them off. Block them. You want books. Books by scholarly authors that follow the historical trail and the theology.

(Spoiler: the Catholic Church rips the mad-trads to shreds)

This doubt of yours isn’t even necessarily planted by your own weakness or by Satan. It might be God that is prompting you, permitting you to be uneasy, saying to you, “Seek!”.
this exactly,

I’ve been there. and some people on the forums know this.

I experienced the same thing, except from the fundamentalist protestant side.

it made me question many things and I came close to leaving the church

but God got through to me through my university science student side by making me realize that it was illogical to just jump ship without investigating both sides of the evidence.

and I realized that there was a lot of catholic teaching that I really didn’t know or understand very well so this made me learn
 
Why wait for lent?

again he sets a certain day, “Today,” saying through David so long afterward, in the words already quoted, "Today, if you hear his voice, harden not your hearts." (Hebrews 4:7)

-Tim-
 
It’s not just on Facebook, it’s all over the internet. Francis has brought out the fangs in many, and they are all out to make a killing and to gather in as many as they can to their fold.

Jack, I’ve been with them and back to the Church. A few times. I spent years with them in fact. Many years. And when I came back to the Church, for years I wondered the same thing: But what it they are right???

My advice to you is you have nothing to lose by trusting the Church and everything to gain.
it’s painfully obvious to see the parallels between the mad-trad thought process and the fundamentalist protestant thought process
TK421, why don’t you post the similarities between the two thought processes?
 
Yeah, if you keep reading that stuff, it does make you wonder about things. But Jesus did promise that the gates of Hades will not overcome the Church, so we’ll see, right?
 
Frankly I really don’t think a lot of people are going to make it, but that is not really because I am a subscriber of Jansenist theology or whatnot. I’m not. I’m a big proponent of free will. It’s mainly because a lot of people are just not going to choose God… no matter how much they boast of it. In my experience, those who speak of mercy, are usually the most merciless people you will meet. However, in a double-edged sword kind of way, then that would actually mean those traditionals do have a bit of a point.
 
FB is a den of conspiracy theorists.
Forget it. Be at peace.
Agreed. Sometimes I feel Facebook should just be gone away with. I know that’s not fair to the truly good people who enjoy having their page, but for the most part, it seems to be a place where you get attacked and ripped up if you’re not anti-baby/ pro-gay:rolleyes:
 
Last night, I got into a Facebook debate with a “mad-trad” who went on the typical screed of the popes, Vatican II, and the Ordinary Form being evil, masonic counterfeits. When I shared an article by Dave Armstrong that shows Pope Francis is pro-orthodoxy and against Modernism, he dismissed it as “lies from Satan’s but hole”.

I know his kind are wrong; if they’re right, then it means Jesus went back on His promise of “the gates of hell will not prevail” and “I am with you always”. At the risk of sounding uncharitable, I don’t think they’re very bright, either. When they start accusing popes JPII and Paul VI of being secretly Jews, Masons, atheists, Muslims, and communists all at once, I know they don’t have both oars in the water.

However, I can’t shake the fear of, “what if they are right?” Even when I stay away from those websites or Facebook pages, this worry intrudes my every waking thought. I don’t talk to family or friends about this, because I’m certain they will have no idea what I’m talking about.

It’s starting to make me worry about my church friends and whether they espouse heresy. I don’t know who to trust anymore. And it makes me toe the line of Jansenist despair, that all people will go to hell.

What can I do about this? Why am I worrying about ideas that I know are so patently divorced from reality that they don’t deserve my time or attention?
Are you as concerned with ‘livid liberals’ who seek to the change the teachings of Jesus?
 
Why wait for lent?

again he sets a certain day, “Today,” saying through David so long afterward, in the words already quoted, "Today, if you hear his voice, harden not your hearts." (Hebrews 4:7)

-Tim-
Agreed.

From the Rule of St. Benedict, chapter 49:
the life of a monk
ought to have about it at all times
the character of a Lenten observance
The important thing is to trust in Jesus. Above all and everyone else.

He founded the Church, and entrusted the Keys to Peter and his successors.

If we feel the Church has gone awry, then we are basically saying we have no faith and no trust, in Jesus.

And that friends, is a ticket to perdition.
 
This is pretty tasteless.

I have an examination of conscience I use, a printed list based on the ten commandments. One of the things it asks is whether I have mocked the saints or used them as the subject of jokes or in an irreverent manner. Doing so falls under the second commandment.

-Tim-
 
What can I do about this? Why am I worrying about ideas that I know are so patently divorced from reality that they don’t deserve my time or attention?
Fr. Chad Ripperger is a fairly well-known priest in traditionalist circles, at least online. While I personally have some problems with many of his views, I would recommend two of his talks (while keeping in mind his idea of “penanceware”):

Tradition: Problems Today
Traditionalist Problems

I think that the above, listened to critically, will help you to reinforce your understanding of ultra-traditionalists, especially since they come from someone who, while not being an ultra-traditionalist himself, probably understands them very well.

IMO, I think that the ultra-traditionalists ultimately are rooted in very dark things. The pride and disobedience and anger and legalism that can categorize them, coupled with the detraction against Christ’s Church that they are so often found spreading, for me sets off red flags that I construe as demonic. Those five traits existing together in a concentrated form simply is not coincidental in my mind. As such, I personally am not surprised that individuals who interact with them at some length might find themselves in the midst of a certain spiritual drain.

I would also point out that, IMO, many so-called traditionalist Catholics are de facto Sedeprivationists, even if they would not use that term to describe themselves, and might even argue against it. I should also mention, riffing off of Fr. Ripperger, that many in the traditionalist movement are actually Modernists, if we understand Modernism as being, in essence, a revolt against the authority of the Church directly resulting from private judgment in matters of doctrine, as well as personal tastes and preferences which attempt to define for the Church which traditions are to be normative.

Exposing one’s self to such positions ultimately will have a poisoning effect on one’s spiritual life, since, in my view, that goal is precisely why such views have been created, if not overtly, than certainly unwittingly.
 
Fr. Chad Ripperger is a fairly well-known priest in traditionalist circles
Directing people to Father Ripperger is sound advice, IMO. Priests like him show us how it is possible to be a Catholic in good-standing, attached to traditional forms of liturgy and devotions, without having to resort to the extremist claims of some ultra-traditionalists. In other words, there is a happy medium. By no means does a Catholic have to be happy and enthusiastic about the status quo in the Church. But on the other hand, by no means should he disparage the papacy and an entire ecumenical council; such a position solves none of their problems, because it can separate them entirely from communion with the Church. It is better to bear the current state of affairs with patience, prayer, and steadfast trust in the Lord than to “jump ship”.

The promise of Our Lord that the gates of hell will not prevail against the Church will never be revoked. The Church is infallible, indefectible, and authoritative. She always will be, no matter what happens. There may come a day in which we as Catholics will be presented with the necessity of formally making a choice to follow that which is True (and therein will be the Church and the Chair of Peter) or that which is false. The lines will not be clear because Satan is a master of making evil and disorder appear to be good. I think it is prudent to keep in mind that the clergy (yes, even individual bishops) can indeed fall into error. So while we must always trust in the Lord and His promises to the Church, we are not obligated to trust those who would lead us away from the doctrines of the Church - even those who are called to be our shepherds. That is why we must be familiar with our catechism, and with the Traditions of our Church.

We should pray for our Holy Father Pope Francis and for all the bishops that they listen to the guidance of the Holy Spirit at the upcoming Synod.
 
Fr. Chad Ripperger is a fairly well-known priest in traditionalist circles, at least online. While I personally have some problems with many of his views, I would recommend two of his talks (while keeping in mind his idea of “penanceware”):

Tradition: Problems Today
Traditionalist Problems

I think that the above, listened to critically, will help you to reinforce your understanding of ultra-traditionalists, especially since they come from someone who, while not being an ultra-traditionalist himself, probably understands them very well.

IMO, I think that the ultra-traditionalists ultimately are rooted in very dark things. The pride and disobedience and anger and legalism that can categorize them, coupled with the detraction against Christ’s Church that they are so often found spreading, for me sets off red flags that I construe as demonic. Those five traits existing together in a concentrated form simply is not coincidental in my mind. As such, I personally am not surprised that individuals who interact with them at some length might find themselves in the midst of a certain spiritual drain.

I would also point out that, IMO, many so-called traditionalist Catholics are de facto Sedeprivationists, even if they would not use that term to describe themselves, and might even argue against it. I should also mention, riffing off of Fr. Ripperger, that many in the traditionalist movement are actually Modernists, if we understand Modernism as being, in essence, a revolt against the authority of the Church directly resulting from private judgment in matters of doctrine, as well as personal tastes and preferences which attempt to define for the Church which traditions are to be normative.

Exposing one’s self to such positions ultimately will have a poisoning effect on one’s spiritual life, since, in my view, that goal is precisely why such views have been created, if not overtly, than certainly unwittingly.
I don’t see how traditionalists can be as bad as you appear to say here because the Holy Father has given faculties (temporarily) to the priests of the traditional SSPX to hear confessions.
 
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