… My dear friend …
… My 2 cents , its a result of original sin and i would not worry too much , probably just an imperfection most of the time and no sin anyway , only you would know , a sin is only a sin if you know what sin is , in my opinion the knowledge of good and evil after eating the forbidden apple is the big problem , if you were in the garden of eden you would not know anything was evil or good , and hence you have no knowledge of good and evil and sins would just be mistakes you must learn from , there would be no sin — only mistakes to learn from , the whole problem is the human mind is very ill as a result of sin , the first thing that happened after the fall was everything became a mistake — man starting devoloping multiple infinite systems of laws and rules in his head — and these drive man insane even if people don’t know it , sins like jealousy are not the problem , this would have happened as a mistake in the garden of eden where alll would have been sinless – occasionally , but people having no knowledge of good and evil would not have sinned - they would learn from the mistake , it must also be noted that man has lost about 95 % of the knowledge and abilities of his mind through sin - primarily the preternatural gifts , and this is rather important to note , because now the little of his mind man has left is also fallen , man is mentally ill , insane , sick , deluded , prone to evil and evil — and i only state the situation as i see it , i’m not being sadistic or anyhthing , so a man should not be disappoointed too much with minor faults like these , i think many will find such things warrant little attention on judgment day , the point i’m getting at here to make this brief is — if you were sinless in the garden of eden with full use and abilities of a non-fallen mind this would just be a mistake you would very quickly learn from but with the knowledge of good and evil you have it is now a sin ( potentially ) and one should bear this in mind , i am not denying that sins can lead to hell or condoning sin but too many people have all the focus on sin and i suspect most don’t know sin just = mistake in the garden of eden ( non-fallen people ) and the knowledge of good and evil is the real heart of the problem , along with a fallen human nature now , eden is not sodom and gomorrah but human beings must learn from trial and error as they make mistakes , and in eden this would be true too , but with no knowledge of good and evil the occasional sin just = mistake you must leaarn from , a little known fact that may offer some comfort , i don’t think god is too fussed with minor human sins and imperfections either – not as much as people think i’m sure , god only sees them as mistakes you must learn from , god only forbids those mistakes that are sins because they harm you , all and everything and him , its a real shame we got knowledge of good and evil - without it we could not sin no matter what - only mistakes to learn from , sin is a human being or angel being unnatural , but even unnaturalness is not always sinful such as accidentally doing something sinful with no intention to sin , its a long story , i guess i’m trying to put sin in perspective so maybe you will not worry so much about these mistakes and just try to learn from them — it is human to errr , humans have to make mistakes , and god just sees his little children making mistkes and wants them to learn — don’t take the whole thing too seriously , we are all just little babies to god that must make mistakes alll the time , god loves us alll as his little babies too ,would you stop loving your little baby if she made a mistake - of course not , don’t worry and just do your best , god loves you and all no matter what , he only wants you to do your best and keep learning and trying , no more …
… God bless you
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… John …
