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Jaberwocky
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I understand. But is it not true to say that although men and women may enter the faith for various reasons, they are not always objective?This is a really good question, and it’s actually one of the factors that make it impossible for me to remain a non-Catholic Christian in good conscience. I am, if anything, more certain of the proposition “if Christianity is true, Catholicism is true” than I am of the proposition “Christianity is true.” The more initial assumptions one grants, the surer the following conclusions. So it’s often crossed my mind that if I were an agnostic considering Christianity, and acting as hesitantly (given the evidence presented to me) as I’ve done with regard to Catholicism, I would never become Christian.
The basic problem with answering your question is that I can’t put myself into circumstances radically other than my own. I can’t say what I would think if I were not brought up as a Christian. My very doubts about my faith are the doubts of someone who has tried since earliest memory to live as a Christian, to love God and neighbor, to believe in the Bible, etc. I can, however, look at other people who have become Christians. For instance, Bernard Nathanson seems to have become convinced that abortion was wrong on purely secular grounds, but this conviction eventually led him to Catholicism (this is the kind of thing I was talking about above when I spoke of explanatory power). Lewis (who admittedly was brought up Christian but then abandoned the Faith) was led back to Christianity by, among other things, his love of mythology, his experience trying to follow his conscience, his prior conversion to a form of Neo-Platonism, and the fact that he generally liked theistic books better than atheistic ones. (Lewis’s conversion story is, in my opinion, the classic case of an attempt to make a soft-rationalist process sound like something that fits hard rationalist criteria.) Conscience and Neo-Platonism were also important factors for St. Augustine, as of course was the influence of his mother. Dorothy Day experienced overwhelming gratitude at the birth of her daughter, and felt the need of someone to Whom she could offer that gratitude. A. N. Wilson returned to the faith because he found it hard to believe that Richard Dawkins had a more profound understanding of the universe than Bach (well, that’s my paraphrase–he might not put it that way).
I can read all of these accounts of folks who converted or reverted to Christian faith and say, “Yes, these are all factors that play a role for me too.” That’s as far as I can go, I think.
Edwin
By objective, I mean things that can be communicated to others as reasons or premises for their faith and what others can challenge and discuss in order to accept. Things of the purely experience kind in this sense is difficult unless we are speaking of a private revelation like that of St. Paul. At that point one will be reasonable to believe and those who trust the testimony of that individual can also believe.
So would it not be reasonable to say that we first decide to believe in Christianity if we have a personal experience of Christ ourselves or through accepting someone else? After all, the resurrection belief itself is of similar kind.
But after this acceptance of the resurrection, would you not have to follow a reasonable path to conclude what is Christianity (what Christ taught?).
Maybe I am biased as a Catholic but it seems very reasonable to me to accept the idea of a succession as one man authorizing another man to be the guide. So Christ the first guide authorizing twelve guides who in turn did the same and so forth? Then it also would seem reasonable to accept their definition of the office of successor, its validity and other aspects of the office?