Trumpet:
Look what God has done for you!!! You’re not a full fledged catholic yet, but he’s already laid out your apostolate—your family. Love them with all of your heart. So, take all of their resistance as your mortification. That is your wealth. This is the pain that you can use to sanctify your journey. If it were made too easy, then you can’t be tested.
Like the other posts, you’re not a child anymore and you have the right to the direction of your own soul. It may cause friction. Show them as much love and affection at this time—to assure them that you’re not just a rebel. In turn they might also see your growth and maturity, they will take it easier on you.
GKC once said that the CC is the last bastion of true romance and heraldry, that the CC frees a man by letting him bind himself in vows. What you’re going through is your knightly call to the beautiful, noble and true. This journey will demand all of the virtues that you have to be tested, so ask the good Lord to show you the graces that he already gave you.
in XT.