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gtrguy155
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Im so desperate. Please pray for me.
My life is an absolute trainwreck and im probably gonna end up living on the streets because of a disability i have (i cant have a job) - plus i have an anxiety disorder that forced me to drop out of highschool and now i have to hide from the world because of how scared i am.
I pray to god every single minute of everyday too heal me and nothing good ever comes out of it. I feel abandoned. Maybe god doesnt care or maybe he cant hear me or maybe he doesnt even exist. Im suicidal (dont tell me i’ll go to hell becuz you dont know that and i dont care - im already living in hell).
Already tried like 4 times already. my first attempt was when i was 4 yrs old. and was saved at the last second every time and the last one i shouldnt have even survived.
I dont know what else to do exept ask for prayer becuz maybe god will listen too you. Thank you if u do pray for me. sorry for the rant - Matt
My life is an absolute trainwreck and im probably gonna end up living on the streets because of a disability i have (i cant have a job) - plus i have an anxiety disorder that forced me to drop out of highschool and now i have to hide from the world because of how scared i am.
I pray to god every single minute of everyday too heal me and nothing good ever comes out of it. I feel abandoned. Maybe god doesnt care or maybe he cant hear me or maybe he doesnt even exist. Im suicidal (dont tell me i’ll go to hell becuz you dont know that and i dont care - im already living in hell).
Already tried like 4 times already. my first attempt was when i was 4 yrs old. and was saved at the last second every time and the last one i shouldnt have even survived.
I dont know what else to do exept ask for prayer becuz maybe god will listen too you. Thank you if u do pray for me. sorry for the rant - Matt