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Ad_Altare_Dei_1
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I have an interesting issue I could use some sound teaching on. A few years ago on the first Sunday of Advent, during Mass, I suffered an acute anxiety attack, complete with uncontrollable shaking, shortness of breath and pale skin (according to my wife). It happened for several more Masses after that. I suspect this was happening because I had a very sinful habit and I hadn’t been to confession in awhile and the guilt was overwhelming. I saw a doctor who prescribed an as-needed anti-anxiety pill. I started taking it an hour before Mass and could get through Mass okay. A few times I didn’t take it and suffered the attack. I stopped going to Mass because of this and because of the habit. I got depressed from the constant sin → confession → Mass → sin → confession → Mass weekly cycle. I vowed to break the habit, then return. Well, that process took 2 years and the habit still isn’t 100% broken. But, I am going to confession and Mass again, praise be to God!
I still take the pills, but now 2 hours before Mass. They don’t affect my thinking or make me drowsy. They just prevent an adrenaline rush which causes the shaking, etc. I function perfectly normal. I’m afraid to not take them but I may try in the near future. But for now, is this a problem for me to take them? Am I violating any canon law? Is my reception of the Eucharist still valid?
I still take the pills, but now 2 hours before Mass. They don’t affect my thinking or make me drowsy. They just prevent an adrenaline rush which causes the shaking, etc. I function perfectly normal. I’m afraid to not take them but I may try in the near future. But for now, is this a problem for me to take them? Am I violating any canon law? Is my reception of the Eucharist still valid?