Terrified, injunction?

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I am terrified that my husband may have filed an injunction. If so, the police would be here in the morning. He says he didn’t but he is drinking; he and my son are being evasive and he is capable of elaborate deception as well as manipulation.

He hurt my foot. I had Plantar’s warts cut out without anaesthetic when I was a child and have problems with my foot which I wrote about in a blog which he read. He took advantage by grabbing the foot, which I always tap when I lay down or am going to sleep, when I was laying down, and rubbing his fingers over the ball of the foot where the plantar’s warts were cut out and then over my big toe. He forced me to eat the chicken we were having a fight over. I’ve been sick for two weeks and this problem affects my mental balance.

My son helped me tonight by giving me a footrub when I finally laid down and started sobbing. He has magic fingers, helped me with my spine also for years, and found the exact spot where the live, cut nerve is. I didn’t even know. I pulled my foot back in pain, he left, I went to sleep, and when I woke up my thoughts were clear. I said some pretty bad things to my husband while I was deranged and he would take advantage, even though I am better again.

I have no place to go. The psych ward is a danger to me and I do not belong there. The shelters won’t take me. I can’t stay in a motel again, and don’t have the funds.

Please pray for me. I am scared, hurt, and disabled. I don’t know how to get through the night.
 
For lynehelen.

Dear Jesus, be close this woman and comfort her

Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with Thee.
Blessed art Thou among women,
and Blessed is the Fruit
of Thy Womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Saint Michael the Archangel,
defend us in battle.
Be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil.
May God rebuke him, we humbly pray;
and do Thou, O Prince of the Heavenly Host -
by the Divine Power of God -
cast into hell, satan and all the evil spirits,
who roam throughout the world seeking the ruin of souls.
Amen.
 
no injunction. called county at 8:10.

then I called my doctor, have appt. tomorrow at 2:15

then I called my lawyer to change my phone appt with him, which conflicted.

then I called my therapist, who I e-mailed last night, to get an excuse for my son, who stayed out until 4 because I promised him anything he wanted for helping me with my foot, so I gave hi my visa card to go out for sushi at 11:30 with his best friend.

He already missed school last friday to see this therapist, he has seen him sometimes also, so I am hoping the therapist will a) read my e-mail, as we are drifting apart, and b) give my son an excuse for Friday and today, as Ian is passed out sleeping. His father had him working hard around the house all day yesterday.

Thank God for your prayer. I kept it up all morning (from 4:30, when I woke up with a stomach ache after two hours sleep and spent until 6:30 medicating my stomach with water and M.O,M., until 8:00.–except when I pulled up the county site as I signed up for access to civil records in case of present and future scares like this.)

Now I have taken tylenol for the pain in my foot and had some coffee after hassling with the decision what to do about Ian’s absense from school, as he is in trouble for lots of skipping and really wanted to attend today.

Feeling sick (eyes, stomach, foot and lower leg) but breathing a sigh of relief. But I will have to deal with husband’s wrath when he gets up, at me and at Ian. Sears man coing to fix the dishwasher 1-5 and I have to figure out my sleep schedule which has lost all rhyme and reason.

Praying about situations with police, MH facility I challenged for not giving me my blood pressure medication and don’t want to pay, apartment complex which may be proceeding against me for early termination penalty.

Resting in trust for financial blessings.

God Bless
 
Hail Mary, Full of Grace. The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou amongst women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners
Now and at the hour of our death. Amen.
 
Lord, may lynnehelen be kept safe and sound from all harm by the maternal mediation of our Blessed Mother. Mother Mary, I recommend lynnehelen to you. Amen.
 
God Bless You all.

🙂

:blessyou:

There was almost an incident last night when my son came in late and my husband threatened to call the police on him and have him “removed.” But Ian handled him, my husband, very well, staying calm, and potential catastrophe was averted.

The dishwasher is fixed! We found out about the phosphates being removed from the dishwasher detergent. The single fact of the unexplainable problem with residue on the dishes alone may well have been what prompted my husband’s flight into an enraged state six months ago. We tried everything. Then I was gone for six months, and in the meantime he busted it up–the control panel, the latch. I bought a service contract from Sears and got the broken element on the new glass stovetop fixed also.

Thank you, Sears!

My husband seems quite substantially calmed now that the dishes aren’t going to pile up–I cleaned it thoroughly with the recommended products and we ran it last night and presto!, clean dishes.

It’s amazing how much influence one small, or large, detail in a home can create.

I am seeing the doctor today about the bad nerve in my foot from getting the plantar’s warts cut out without anaesthetic when I was a child. Similar situation. It could be at the heart of those problems I have experienced which have caused me to be misdiagnosed by psychiatrists. I can’t remember whether I went into this, but I don’t want to risk repeating myself.

My son missed school yesterday, slept all day, but my psychologist, who saw him last Friday, which he also missed, promised to give him an excuse, and there was a small dispute this morning over the car, which we share, and I need it today, and he missed gym period, but also has an appointment already scheduled with an orthopaedist next Wednesday so they should be willing to excuse him. He is “under the gun,” because he was so hostile and aggressive when first enrolling that he was skipping and rude even to the Assistant Principal, and may yet be disenrolled and forced to finish at virtual school and get a state diploma, after 6 years at private schools.

But the incident just dissipated and I prompted him to have the humility to ask for a ride even though I couldn’t let him take the car and he did so.

As my mother is the source of my immediate concern (she is accosting me on two fronts, the blog site and potential interference with my medical care, which feels like interference whether she does anything or not as she has interfered before and this causes me to have anxiety over the visit today), your prayers for the maternal influence of the Blessed Mother are particularly appropriate and appreciated. I was calmed immediately.

I only pray that this feeling of “calmerness” continues. The Lord promised me I would find peace. It may not be here fully just yet, but I am so humbly praying and hoping for it.

Thank you again.

I am still a little disorganized–the bad nerve in my foot affects my mental stability and thought processes, and it is still irritated from the incident, as I said, I can’t remember whether I went into it, but my husband found out about it and deliberately hurt it, my son, who had magic fingers for my back, also found the bad spot in my foot (after all these years!) and dug his fingernail into it to stop it from throbbing, but now it hurts, I could feel the live, cut nerve, and I am off-balance in a number of ways.

I feel guilty about twitter and the blog site, but I have no friends and go there to ventilate, I did so last night and it may have helped diffused the tension when Alex almost called the police. I have a thousand words and thoughts to write, I better stop, dealing with so many critical issues right now. As I have said.
 
Thank you for being friends to me. What I mean is that I have nobody physical and local to interact with on a personal basis outside my immediate family.

The bad nerve is in the ball of my foot, and is “painfully numb.” I go to my blog site for various reasons, I posted about it there, my husband read it and deliberately attacked my foot, which itched painfully most of my life where they were cut out, sudddenly, and then it would go away again. I wrote “I can’t be taken standing.” So he took me when I was laying down, tapping my foot as I always have to comfort myself and when I am ready to fall asleep, I never knew why, thought it was because of the kneeing in the crotch by my older brother wen I was 7. He placed his hand over my foot to stop me from tapping it and then ran his fingers over the ball of my foot and then over my big toe. I was paralyzed by this. Then he forced me (told me) to eat the quart of Hunan chicken we were arguing about, it’s a long story, but I’ve been sick as a dog for two weeks, I also have a bowel disorder.

The upshot is that it could all get sorted out by my new PCP, a woman, who is highly recommended. But I am afraid my mother would contact her prejudicially, she has my personal info and can get the name from my insurance company, I already started off on a bad note with the new PCP because I was afraid my mother had already done this, she has acted behind my back and impersonated me with credit cards and even in my own home in the past, identifying herself with my name, even though I was right there in another room.

I am stil not feeling well, although, as I said, calmer. I also have an eye infection as ell as the chronic bowel disorder and the foot problem to discuss and the PCP runs a busy clinic, but I would ask for your prayers that I get to this visit today and that I get help.

thank you again.

I also had a curvature in my spine and a problem with my neck which caused severe spasms, this is the problem my son helped me with. It is the only PHYSICAL medical problem for which I have ever gotten any treatment. I have had a psychiatrist standing in as a “PCP” since I was 21. This is the problem. My ascribed psychiatric diagnosis gets in the way of getting medical help for seriously debilitating and acute physical problems. And sexual abuse, which has been an extremely difficult issue, has never been addressed. My mother is terrifyingly crazy. I don’t know what else to say about it.
 
Saw doctor, feeling better for now, but still too much on the agenda and no help, will be worrying every time I leave home that husb will be calling police on my son.

But he just came in so I am going.
 
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