Care to share how Fatima drew you closer, Joe?
Another Joe, posting
If you don’t mind, I’d like to share how the apparitions of Mary drew me right back into the Catholic Church. My signature line consists of essentially a list of Mary’s apparitions, because she helped me so greatly in my time of need. I intend to show my gratitude for that through honoring Mary, among other things, with my signature line.
I grew up among many atheists and in my early twenties I was wondering whether it’s all true. Whether there is a God, whether he cares at all about us, whether there is a supernatural world at all. Or, is it as the atheistic materialists say, that our body decomposes after our death and that’s the end of us, because there’s no such thing as a supernatural world, there’s no supernatural soul breathed into us by a supernatural God, and the story about Jesus Christ’s resurrection is just a fairy tale.
One thing that baffled me, was why did God abandon us for 2000 years after the death and resurrection of Christ? Of course, this only shows how uneducated I was, and how I came under the Protestant influence, because the Catholic Church is chock full of miracles (Eucharistic miracles, miracles of healing and even resurrecting the dead, performed by Saints, etc), apparitions of Jesus Christ to Saints, apparitions of Mary, who help us in addition to us having the Pope and Bishops of course. But the Protestants just look at Jesus Christ, whether the historical evidence and eyewitness accounts of his resurrection are reliable, and that happened 2000 years ago. Protestants don’t even know (mostly) about the more recent miraculous events in the Catholic Church, such as the apparitions of Jesus to Sr. Faustina Kowalska in the 20th century (establishing the Divine Mercy devotion), the many miracles in the life of St. Padre Pio, another 20th century saint, and so on. And I was thinking as the Protestants at that time. I was only looking at the story of Jesus Christ 2000 years ago, whether it was true or fiction, and I didn’t pay attention to the many many miraculous events throughout the history of the CC, including recent miraculous events in the 19th and 20th centuries, that could have convinced me of the existence of a supernatural world. The way I looked at it, and I KNOW Protestants look at it like this, “was the resurrection of Christ 2000 years ago a historically accurate, true story?”. Nevermind that St. Padre Pio miraculously resurrected a dead child much more recently in the 20th century, and that could have put my doubts about the supernatural to rest, too, because I wasn’t really aware of the miraculous history of the CC, and I’m sure most Protestants are just as unaware as I am.
At that time (when I was 20-something, during the 1990s) I was desperately searching around for any proof of the supernatural, including in non-Christian religions and practices such as Buddhism and Tibeti yoga. I was wondering, are the atheistic materialists right, or is there reincarnation as taught in yoga and Tibeti Buddhism, or is perhaps Christianity true?
Then, one weekend or perhaps Christmas time (I don’t remember for sure) I visited home and I grabbed this book from the bookshelf of my mom, about Our Lady of Guadalupe. I started reading it, and my jaw dropped. I could totally relate to the situation of the Aztec Indians. Who is right and who is wrong? Is their ancient religion right, are there Aztec Gods who demand to constantly go to war in order to take and sacrifice prisoners, and even demand to sacrifice their own children, or are the Spanish conquerors of Mexico right, who say that God is different, and that God doesn’t demand, in fact he forbids human sacrifice? And how will the average Aztec Indian find out what’s the truth, who to follow, without some supernatural help? And bingo, at this crossroads, Holy Mary appears to an Aztec Indian, gives some supernatural signs (the Tilma with her miraculous image, etc), and essentially helps her Aztec children to find the truth and to convert to Christianity. And her miraculous apparition at Tepeyac Hill (modern Mexico city) was one that pierced my ignorance and indicated just how God is continually involved with the Catholic Church, guiding us and helping us when we need it. It’s not like he sent his Son 2000 years ago and then he went on a vacation and has been unavailable ever since. He allowed Mary to appear, in 1531 in the conquered Mexico, to help convert Aztec people to Christianity. The bulk of that people may have not found their way to Christianity, without some miraculous help.