"For ckempston!
I was reading through the thread when I noticed your postings and looked at your profile which said revert. I am a revert and during the 27 years I was away from the Church the two youngest of my four children were not baptized. My third child later converted to a Protestant church.
Like you I was not properly catechized and realize now had I been I would never have left the Church. As I come to know more about the Catholic Church I have become more orthodox in my attitudes – I think orthodoxy is more of an attitude because when you believe totally you realize that there can be no compromise. I went from a Marxist revolutionary to an orthodox Catholic.
I found myself going to daily Mass and felt the need to receive the Eucharist as it is an unbelievably powerful and loving gift. For 4 ½ years I went to Perpetual Adoration (had to stop due to illness) and my hour was at 3am on a Friday but I would also fill in for people going on leave and even did a novena of 9 Holy Hours for a friend. The Adoration Chapel was about 20 kms from my home and it was dangerous but I was full of joy in the midst of my sorrow. I came back to the Church because I felt compelled to pray for peace and that is how it started. Some years later at the time of the Holy Hours I was going through an extremely stressful time and struggled to sleep. The worst happened but God gave us the courage to get through it. My atheist husband who came to believe in God through a Jew and attended Mass with me for 11 years converted 4 years ago and is also a daily communicant. We were talking about this only last night because of a programme on EWTN about miracles of the Eucharist – there is an exhibition going around to the Churches in America. Our experience with the Eucharist had a strong and profound effect on me and my husband agrees that it was the Eucharist that got us through an extremely difficult and painful period. There are many miracles I can speak of.
So, yes I believe that the Eucharist is the “source and summit” of our Catholic faith. As I said on another posting I used to ask lots of questions – but, but, but,…… Then one day I came across this quotation which I also posted:
- " Seek not to understand that you may believe, but believe that you may understand." *
That really had a profound effect on me and from that day I learned to trust in Jesus’ promise that He would be with us always and that the H Spirit would guide us into all truth. You speak of “explanationism”. Do you think the Catechism is unnecessary? I think it is a jewel. I accept that Jesus was the founder of our Church, I believe in Apostolic succession, the Magesterium, etc. I do not feel restricted at all. Do I understand the Eucharist? Do I understand the Trinity? Even the reason for God’s love (we are so unlovable!!) NO - but I believe it now (it took time) and I believe because I love, trust and have Faith in God.
You spoke of simple Faith. Did Jesus not tell us to be childlike? You are being argumentative and I feel that you are pursuing things that really are of little importance and have lost track of what is really important – the “meat and potatoes” of our Catholic faith.
May God bless you and may the Holy Spirit guide you
Cinette