The Experience of Conversion

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This may sound so dumb of me, but when speaking of “conversion” in Catholicism - are there any practical explanations of how it is done?

In scripture, there are two or three instances I can reckon, which explain conversion. But they are so abstract and allegorical, it is hard to know what to make of them; and a lot of the conversion experiences people claim to have had seem to come about rather strangely.

In 1 Corinthians 15:36, St Paul tells us, “What you sow is not brought to life unless it dies.”

Christ Himself tells us in John 12:24, " Amen, amen, I say to you, unless a grain of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains just a grain of wheat; but if it dies, it produces much fruit.

These quotes undoubtedly imply a conversion experience. For a seed to produce any fruit, it has to change from being a seed into a grown plant capable of producing fruit, so the seed has to experience a conversion.

The “dying” part is my concern.

I am not asking “why”; I am asking “how”.

The motive for conversion, i.e. the “why”, is because Christ leads us to grace and Truth. And we will find fulfillment in Him.

The means by which we are converted, i.e. the “how”, is very different. It seems to be a matter of prayerful sacrifice and formation, but this is where my understanding begins to fail.

To say, “if a grain of wheat dies, it produces much fruit” is actually risky, even in Christ’s own words with respect to us. In Mark 4:3-9, we have the Parable of the Sower, where the sower sows seeds indiscriminately, and then some seed falls on barren soil, some gets eaten by birds, and so on. The result is: “people who have eyes should see” admonishment; or, in other words, take care how you plant your seeds and say your prayers; or, further, take care how you tend your garden when making sacrifices of the seeds and forming its growth.

On the larger scale, if one is hoping for a great conversion experience, and is willing to make sacrifices and do the formation work…

What is the “how” behind it?

I hope this makes sense. Please feel free to let me know if it requires any clarification.
 
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Everyone’s conversion may be different, but for my wife and I we understand the “dying” part this way. After a night of hell, demonic attack, the next day our old ways were put to death, it was as if our souls were dead to all we were and were brought to life in Christ. For us it was not a process, it was instant There was no longer a grey area when it came to sin and how we had been living, EVERYTHING became crystal clear.

I guess if you’ve ever been a hardened sinner and then get knocked off your high horse, it is easier to understand how your old ways are immediately put to death and how Christ brings your soul to life with the conversion.

There probably is no one answer to the “how” since everyone’s conversion may be different and done according to God’s will. In Scripture some were converted the easy way while others, like St. Paul, had to be converted the hard way.
 
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If you are receiving communion worthily, then you are confessing your sins. Therefore, the Holy Spirit is working in you and you are being converted (becoming more like Jesus).
 
Put simply, the “how” is to is to be conformed to Christ, and do the will of God.
How that takes place in the life of every individual varies according to your real circumstances.

For Christ as a first century Jew, his human life took it’s destiny according to God’s will, as detailed in the Scriptures.
In your life, you conform to Christ by being a good spouse or parent or single person. Dying every day to self is risky, as you say. It risks leaving behind all that is non-essential, letting it go to follow The Way.

I find that the “how” becomes apparent to me in the silence of Eucharistic adoration. It focuses my day and activities on the will of God and the life of Christ.

For instance, I have several people I must care for. I’d also like to leave work early and drink beer with my buddy Neil. We enjoy that. But it’s not always the will of God. Conversion happens for me when I embrace those things God is really asking me to do. Those are usually the difficult things, and they are also the things that bring about conversion.

The kid I mentor is not listening. We have spent a lot of time together with not much fruit to show for it. He is now on house arrest. I am constantly tempted to let him go and do things that will bear more fruit in my mind. But when I pray about it The Lord says “go visit” and just be with him. So that’s what I try to do. And it is almost always an occasion for conversion.

Be open to letting God lead you where you might not want to go.
 
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On the larger scale, if one is hoping for a great conversion experience, and is willing to make sacrifices and do the formation work…

What is the “how” behind it?
First, if this question and this desire is (really, truly, deeply) in you, then the reality of conversion has already begun:
Lk 11:9 And I tell you, Ask, and it will be given you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.
Lk 11:10 For every one who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened.
Lk 11:11 What father among you, if his son asks for a fish, will instead of a fish give him a serpent;
Lk 11:12 or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion?
Lk 11:13 If you then, who are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will the heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!"
You may not know that you are asking for the Holy Spirit - but you are. And you may not know that He has already begun His work in you - but He has. The question is - “What are you to do next?”

And the answer is, Follow Jesus. Observe the response in the first disciples of Jesus when He said, “Follow Me.” They left all, and followed Him. They began a journey with Him - they watched Him, they listened to Him, and when He told them to do something, they did it. They were “learners” - disciples. They had not yet become filled with His LIFE (the Holy Spirit), but they had become disciples. And in time, they experienced a deep, true, radical transformation into persons they never imagined that they could become - willing martyrs of a new life in Christ, that is beyond the imaginings of the natural man. Life in Christ is truly supernatural.

So if you do deeply hunger for His Life - absolute, divine, eternal Truth - then follow Him, and (as Mother Mary said) “Do whatever He tells you.”

Make your home in Holy Scripture, especially the New Testament, especially the Gospels, maybe even especially John’s Gospel, and you will hear, recognize, learn the Truth - and the Truth will make you free.
 
Dear Fide,

Your reply is quite similar to what I intended to write – and I hesitate to add anything since you said it all so well !!! 🙂

How very important it is to continue to listen to God’s Word! How else can we hear the Truth if not from listening to the Truth Himself, as Jesus told us:
“I AM the Way, the Truth and the Life” (Jn 14:6)
Perhaps one thing, I’d like to add is this excerpt from St. Louis de Montfort’s treatise on “True Devotion to the Blessed Virgin”:
  1. The soul of Mary will be communicated to you to glorify the Lord. Her spirit will take the place of yours to rejoice in God, her Saviour, but only if you are faithful to the practices of this devotion. As St. Ambrose says, “May the soul of Mary be in each one of us to glorify the Lord! May the spirit of Mary be in each one of us to rejoice in God!” “When will that happy day come,” asks a saintly man of our own day whose life was completely wrapped up in Mary, “when God’s Mother is enthroned in men’s hearts as Queen, subjecting them to the dominion of her great and princely Son? When will souls breathe Mary as the body breathes air?” When that time comes wonderful things will happen on earth. The Holy Spirit, finding his dear Spouse present again in souls, will come down into them with great power. He will fill them with his gifts, especially wisdom, by which they will produce wonders of grace. My dear friend, when will that happy time come, that age of Mary, when many souls, chosen by Mary and given her by the most High God, will hide themselves completely in the depths of her soul, becoming living copies of her, loving and glorifying Jesus? That day will dawn only when the devotion I teach is understood and put into practice. Ut adveniat regnum tuum, adveniat regnum Mariae: “Lord, that your kingdom may come, may the reign of Mary come!”
Thanks to you , also William, for beginning this thread. The experience of conversion is so very important for all of us. Perhaps most of all for Catholics baptized as infants who received Supernatural Faith, Hope and Charity and the Gifts of the Holy Spirit in potency by Baptism but who did not grow by continually asking for the graces needed for “ongoing conversion”.
 
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“When will that happy day come, … when God’s Mother is enthroned in men’s hearts as Queen, subjecting them to the dominion of her great and princely Son? When will souls breathe Mary as the body breathes air?” When that time comes wonderful things will happen on earth. The Holy Spirit, finding his dear Spouse present again in souls, will come down into them with great power. He will fill them with his gifts, especially wisdom, by which they will produce wonders of grace…"
Thank you, MariaChristi, for this “breath” of fresh - no - of Immaculate Marian air so filled with the Holy Spirit, as passed on by St. Louis de Montfort. I rejoice to hear holy Truth, and I grieve that there are so many of us,
… Catholics baptized as infants who received Supernatural Faith, Hope and Charity and the Gifts of the Holy Spirit in potency by Baptism but who did not grow by continually asking for the graces needed for “ongoing conversion.”
May God send deep, profound, piercing renewal to His Church! And may it come soon.
 
I’m a 50 y/o Cradle Catholic always looking to deepen my Faith. 🙂
 
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Thank you to all participants. 🙂

I’m going to keep meditating and praying over this topic, so please keep an eye out for it, as I may update it, if any further ideas or insights come to me - which I hope they do… and I think they should, too…

It makes sense to say we cannot predict exactly what will happen when we sacrifice a seed…

However, while I am no fan of scruples, the many admonishments we find in scripture - like that in the parable of the sower - should indicate there are things we can do to predispose ourselves to being in the proper graces to let Jesus do his work in our lives… i.e. to sow the seeds of salvation… with greater likelihood that our prayers will be answered…

The downside of the Parable of the Sower shows so many seeds lost; thus, we are admonished in some ways…

The upshot to the Parable of the Sower is, if we form seeds of good intent, and then bury them in good soil, good water, good sunlight, and we protect, nurture and prune them, and so on… chances are… a lot of those seeds wont be lost…

Jesus said He came to save us; and, if we remain in Him, as He in us; and, if we stay “on the vine”, then He will nurture us, and we will find fulfillment. But a seed is something that goes beyond the vine, so these allegorical theories only go so far…

Nevertheless, formation of conscience seems so important to truly going through the entire conversion experience end to end… It’s just hard because it’s “kind of” unpredictable… and this part about “dying to new life” seems somewhat paradoxical…

I get that a seed is converted into a plant, but to say it dies is pretty drastic… Wouldn’t it be better instead to say “restructured” or “reformed” because there is a continuity of life… It just seems to change shapes in the conversion process…

Making sense?

God’s Blessings to you all!
Totus Tuus!
 
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The upshot to the Parable of the Sower is, if we form seeds of good intent, and then bury them in good soil, good water, good sunlight, and we protect, nurture and prune them, and so on… chances are… a lot of those seeds wont be lost…
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Nevertheless, formation of conscience seems so important to truly going through the entire conversion experience end to end… It’s just hard because it’s “kind of” unpredictable… and this part about “dying to new life” seems somewhat paradoxical…

I get that a seed is converted into a plant, but to say it dies is pretty drastic… Wouldn’t it be better instead to say “restructured” or “reformed” because there is a continuity of life… It just seems to change shapes in the conversion process…
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God’s Blessings to you all!
Totus Tuus!
A book that you might find helpful, is The Ordinary Path to Holiness (link is to Amazon’s page for the book). It includes much on the conversion mystery - indeed the three “conversions” observed, experienced and described by many saints and doctors of the Church; aka the “three stages” of the interior life. The book also includes an understanding of the Parable of the Sower that you might find helpful - intimately linked to the stages.

Concerning the “dying to new life” - yes, there is a continuity, but also a discontinuity; there is a continuity of self, while a gift of an entirely new life, with a challenge to die to the “old” life, more and more, so as to live to the new life, more and more. In the resurrection, only the new life will enter the Kingdom. Paul wrote of this, in its mystery:
Gal 2:20 I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me; and the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.
 
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