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Cindy7
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Please pray for my brother and sister who I loved so much and miss so much!
I worry, my sister’s death when I was 15 was ruled suicide, my parent’s hid the truth from us as there was much surrounding her death that they felt we need not know well, they told us she died in a car accident which made sense since at her viewing I could not recognize her, however it gives me peace that the last time I saw her I told her I loved her and she told me I love you. Apparently, her death was ruled a suicide, she was found by a farmer hung from a tree after being tortured (which I have only just learnt)…I worry for her soul, re: the suicide, she had a beautiful soul never spoke badly of anyone, she used to want to be a nun, she always protected those who others looked down upon. I must say she was a Genius, something I admired, I have since found out more as I found a book and I feel like it was meant for me to find…I really in my heart don’t believe that she hung herself from a tree (there is much I have found out in the past year that has caused me distress, this happened in 1977. I know my sister and know she would not do this to us, but if she did it is because she was desperate. Anyways, she confided in my brother who was a 1 1/2 years older than me some things my mom always called us the Bobbsy twins he had a learning disability and he passed suddenly on Aug 21, 2007 the last time I saw him, he said I want to give you your birthday present early and gave me the video “The Gospel Of John”…his death was listed as unknown but he said to me, I do not know how much longer I will be in this world…after I understood what he was telling me…it broke my family his death, we were brought to out knees…he was a sweet gentle man that was always reminding us if we were behaving in a way that would be considered a sin…my only sister and me laugh now because she would be out at the clubs as a 20 year old and he would say you are committing a deadly sin, and it actually made her stop…what a soul, he too suffered so much had a learning disability and was mocked all his life, but had a heart of gold…Please pray for them, as I am now going through my own difficult time and I miss them both so much and hope they are with Christ, I worry about if my sister did commit suicide (which I personally don’t believe she did, I knew her and don’t believe she would do that to us, but she may have been desperate or afraid and she had reason to be)…I pray for both their souls as both of them were treated so badly. Anyways, sorry to sound so pathetic, but growing up we had such a perfect life, wonderful grandparents, my mom and dad’s wedding photos showed a glamorous couple and from the time I was 15 we have had so much tragedy, I am 51 now and now going through my own stuff and my parent’s who are both alive after losing their 2nd child were once youthful but now very elderly…Please pray for my sister Deb and Dave who I loved so much and miss so much and for the rest of my family as we have had so much tragedy…thank you so much, I pray for everyone when I say my Rosaries every day and divine mercy Chaplet…
I worry, my sister’s death when I was 15 was ruled suicide, my parent’s hid the truth from us as there was much surrounding her death that they felt we need not know well, they told us she died in a car accident which made sense since at her viewing I could not recognize her, however it gives me peace that the last time I saw her I told her I loved her and she told me I love you. Apparently, her death was ruled a suicide, she was found by a farmer hung from a tree after being tortured (which I have only just learnt)…I worry for her soul, re: the suicide, she had a beautiful soul never spoke badly of anyone, she used to want to be a nun, she always protected those who others looked down upon. I must say she was a Genius, something I admired, I have since found out more as I found a book and I feel like it was meant for me to find…I really in my heart don’t believe that she hung herself from a tree (there is much I have found out in the past year that has caused me distress, this happened in 1977. I know my sister and know she would not do this to us, but if she did it is because she was desperate. Anyways, she confided in my brother who was a 1 1/2 years older than me some things my mom always called us the Bobbsy twins he had a learning disability and he passed suddenly on Aug 21, 2007 the last time I saw him, he said I want to give you your birthday present early and gave me the video “The Gospel Of John”…his death was listed as unknown but he said to me, I do not know how much longer I will be in this world…after I understood what he was telling me…it broke my family his death, we were brought to out knees…he was a sweet gentle man that was always reminding us if we were behaving in a way that would be considered a sin…my only sister and me laugh now because she would be out at the clubs as a 20 year old and he would say you are committing a deadly sin, and it actually made her stop…what a soul, he too suffered so much had a learning disability and was mocked all his life, but had a heart of gold…Please pray for them, as I am now going through my own difficult time and I miss them both so much and hope they are with Christ, I worry about if my sister did commit suicide (which I personally don’t believe she did, I knew her and don’t believe she would do that to us, but she may have been desperate or afraid and she had reason to be)…I pray for both their souls as both of them were treated so badly. Anyways, sorry to sound so pathetic, but growing up we had such a perfect life, wonderful grandparents, my mom and dad’s wedding photos showed a glamorous couple and from the time I was 15 we have had so much tragedy, I am 51 now and now going through my own stuff and my parent’s who are both alive after losing their 2nd child were once youthful but now very elderly…Please pray for my sister Deb and Dave who I loved so much and miss so much and for the rest of my family as we have had so much tragedy…thank you so much, I pray for everyone when I say my Rosaries every day and divine mercy Chaplet…