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Tarpeian
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Andrew hello,I think you could say I had bad role models. I came from a split Protestant family where my parents divorced and both ‘re-married’.
Step dad lived up to the stereotype completely. Mean as hell, he was an alcoholic who died of lung cancer after physically and mentally abusing me for years, and I mean serious abuse with broken bones on myself. He would not dream of setting foot in a church because church was for women and children only. He encouraged me to smoke and drink at a very young age.
My biological dad was a Casper Milktoast type and step-mom wore the pants in the family. He was very obedient to her.
I think human men should be individuals and I am an individualist, and I still believe that being a man comes from the inside.
Those “men” standing outside the parish hall getting drunk first thing in the morning were hypocrites. Even the pastor told me they were unfaithfull to a man, while beating their wifes if the so much as looked at a man other than their husbands.
I’m sorry about you’re childhood. Good for you for not continuing the cycle of violin or addictions.
What do you mean by individualist? And why do you use Catholic terminology when discussing you’re childhood? You stated you were Protestant growing up?
Pax,
Tarpeian