Wow. That is great Father. I do indeed hope that if it is God’s will you find a home in the F.S.S.P. I am praying for you! I am sorry I made such obvious suggestions. I did not know how deep into tradition you already were!
I agree with everything you said, and/but I have a concern.
I agree with you that the Pope mandating reception by kneeling may be wishful thinking. But it is clear that he is leading by example.
I agree with your concern about mixing in traditional elements where there are abuses. Your points are VERY cogent and well taken.
However, the concern that I have with the way the return to tradition seems to be playing out is this: Because of the concerns you mention, our Church can balkanize. Many Catholics LOVE their home parishes and have found their home, and Catholic community life, there. I fear that those of us who have become strongly attached to the TLM are being made to ghettoize, and thereby we are STILL being denied an authentic Catholic parish life. Even with the Motu Proprio (perhaps more so) we are being asked to drive our families to the parish where the priest is supportive. This can be MILES away, and leads to disconnect between Catholics. The situation is painful and horrible.
I, for one, am praying that the Church recognize the need for every parish… every single one… to have one “Gregorian Mass” on the Sunday schedule. The EF ought to inform the way the OF is celebrated, and that can only happen in the EF is put back to its rightful place in the heart of the Church, and if priests who mostly say the OF say the EF at least once in awhile. This Mass is ALL of our birthright. If some laity want to attend the TLM once a month and the OF the rest of the time, that should be fine. If they want to have the TLM for baptisms and weddings, and the OF most other times, that should be fine as well. This needs to happen in EVERY parish.
We teach the children that they go to Mass for Jesus, for no other reason. But the Catholic parish is also where they make their friends, live the liturgical calendar, attend play-group, and a host of other things (all secondary but VERY important) as well. It PAINS the kids to not see “Bobby” or “Susie” because we are driving an hour or two to the TLM. They love the mass, and don’t complain, but WHY, WHY must we balkanize?
I of course do not know you, or know your situation. However, when discerning F.S.S.P. (they are WONDERFUL), please consider that we DESPERATELY need DIOCESAN priests LIKE YOU. You are probably in a place that is most frustrating. But, I can guarantee there are worshipers at your Church who have fallen in love with Catholic Tradition because of the Holy Ghost working through YOU. Who feel like they have a home inside the parish because of YOU. Who thereby threw the contraceptives in the garbage and had kids because of the Holy Ghost working through YOU.
Right now you are in the front lines of a war. I love the traditional groups, but, as a member of the laity who probably doesn’t know any better, I am asking “is the F.S.S.P. there too?” Or are they safely entrenched together where they are welcome, not touching the larger, dirtier, Church at large? They are a great resource, especially to priests who want to learn the old rites. But what about the desperate, confused, and wayward souls on the front lines?
Grunt work in a war stinks (I imagine). Ultimately though, I think it is wear all the glory is.
Should you discern F.S.S.P. I am sure God will work wonders through you. Should you discern diocesan priesthood, I know He will greater wonders still, because it is clear from your posts that He already has.
God bless.