(disclaimer: I’m agnostic, not an atheist)
Atheists don’t reject Christianity so much as they reject the idea that there is a God. There is no “evidence” (for the lack of a better word) that God exists. Further, there has never been an argument for belief in God that didn’t have at least one glaring flaw.
In my own case, I was once a very observant, orthodox Catholic. I do know the Church’s teachings. I’ve read the Catechism and Bible from cover to cover; I’ve read (orthodox) books on Catholic theology and philosophy, and I’ve read Aquinas, Augustine, Chrysostom, et al. I’ve also read most of the well-known spiritual writers. I went to daily Mass. I believed in and truly “loved” God. Then, I began wondering if God wasn’t just my imaginary friend…
After years of prayer, study, and reflection, I came to realize that there was no compelling reason to believe in God. Whether or not there is a god of some sort remains unknown and is most likely unknowable. Perhaps there is some impersonal God like the God of Einstein or Spinoza. In any case, the question of God is largely academic, and there is no reason to expend time and resources serving a being who may or may no exist and has no apparent interest in revealing himself.
In summary, I don’t think I’m ignorant of the Christianity I can no longer accept. I think I can safely say that I understand the Church’s teachings better than many people in the pews on Sunday.
Thanks to share that, well I think God dosent reveal hismelf like that. st Clement of Alexandria said that reason wasent enough to find God we also needed two more virtudes the control of our liberty in order to be moraly good persons and the love.
In my case God revealed himself so much that I cant denied it. I have ahd several spiritual experiences that i cant explain nor denied, an I am naturaly a skeptic person, I always need a reason for everything in order to believe.
So God dosent reveal hismelf because he want us to have faith and that is soemthign difficult to attain.
Nevertheless when you read the bible and study theology in a humble way realizing that Love is waht move this world. we all are created because of Love and that God himslef expresed his love to the extreme it make sense for me.
when you read for exampel the gospel and you find out that Jesus was very poor taht even he was born on the palces were the farm animals ate. that tells me that God himslef wanted to be humiliated and poor to teh extreme jsut to give a reason to exist for all the people that are humilated and poor in the entire world.
he expresed his love is a unselfish way while teaching us the good path on life and giving everything for us.
when u read the OT as well u see how many times God didnt quited to help the israelite dosent matter their sins they jstu ahd to repent and still if we repent he wont denied us his forgiveness adn he taught them as a father helpign them n correcting them when they did soemthing wrong in order that we could have this religion right now.
when you think about a God that he went so humiliated even to remain in the consacrated host, I realize that there is a reason why to carry on.
So he have interest in revealing himself but not thtourgh the knwoledge not trhought wisdom but through love.
besides there is soemthign you missed, is that all this awfull stuffs that happen all this tests of faith and dificult moment are rewarded by him. so that is what faith is all about, to believe that God is there close to us n that he love us no matter what, it is the answer n the reason to life, to pain and to everything as well.
I think that went you read the bible and all this stuffs you ahve to remeber that God has a extreme respect for the free will of people. and he dotn want to be a dictator or soemone that force people to love him. So he dosent reveal himself because he respect that liberty as well.
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