It has nothing to do with people wanting one thing or another. Again, I am speaking from the viewpoint of a person claiming to be both Christian and Buddhist. I have not brought salvation into the picture yet, although that is the ultimate question, isn’t it?. I’m more interested in the though process of one who would continue searching for truth in the Buddhist tradition when he claims that he has found it in the Christian tradition. It just doesn’t make sense to me.
What does it mean to find “truth”, or “Truth”? Can one “search” for T/truth? Is T/truth an object, like a gold coin, out there somewhere, and I just have to “find” it? Once I find it, do I just look at it? Or is T/truth something much more subtle, much more intimate? Is T/truth something that we’re all already connected to, or are a part of, and some of us are just more deeply embedded in T/truth than others? Pontius Pilate had Jesus in his immediate presence, but did Pontius “find” T/truth just because of that fact? Some people may be in Church, but for whatever reason, T/truth doesn’t fully reveal itself in that context; and that person may find a greater communication of T/truth (i.e., “Christ”) somewhere else.
That isn’t actually what the Church teaches. If one is aware of the truth that subsists [in] the Catholic Church and then chooses not to become a part of that Church, he is then rejecting that truth and his salvation. If one is ignorant of the truth found in the Church, through no fault of his own, then yes he may be saved, but the operative word here is “may”.
I think the key phrase is “aware of the truth that subsists in the Catholic Church”. I myself am aware of what the Catholic Church teaches. Am I therefore “aware of the truth that subsists in the Catholic Church” to the point that, if I don’t join the Church, I will not be saved?
All I am saying is that it seems to me that there are some real conflicts when trying to blend the two into a harmonious belief system.
There may be some real conflicts, but not because of the reasons you mentioned. “God” was not spoken of by the Buddha, because the Buddha did not speak English. But seriously, the Buddha did use various words that described That which is unborn, unchanging, eternal, and (once you get into the Mahayana) the Source of All Things. Many people who speak English would say that that is a pretty good description of “God”.
Regarding meditation, the purpose is not the make one’s mind empty, or blank (though some forms of meditation do that, that is not the purpose of Buddhist meditation as a whole). The purpose of meditation is to see into the very nature of matter, thoughts, feelings, and consciousness.