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JoyToBeCatholic
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I know the feeling. I put Him off most of my life so I could do what I wanted. You know what though? All the things I thought brought me happiness? All the things I thought were fulfilling? I had NO IDEA there was something better. I really thought I had everything I wanted. But:I would like to thank you for such an objective and informative post. I actually feel very emotional just now. I was at University today and I was actually doubting my beliefs. I am an atheist, but I was wondering if I had it all wrong. I just could not stop thinking about it, and was wishing I never ever found this site. Why did I find this site? There is so much of the Bible that I just cannot understand, in the sense that I cannot see any credibility in it, at all.
I am a homosexual 19 year old teen and I have told no one about it. I have written a letter to tell my parents. I did not have a conscious choice in this orientation, and now that I have embraced the fact that I am gay, I am proud of it and I don’t want to be any other way. What I’m trying to say is, I don’t want to God in my life if it means I change to being straight or whatever. I know that sounds really selfish but it is how I feel.
To be honest, I’m scared I might believe in God. I don’t think I want that.
1ST CORINTHIANS 3:9 - But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither hath entered into the heart of man, the things that God hath prepared for them that love Him.
Step one to loving God is knowing you are loved by God. And you are. That is a hard thing for some people to accept. I hated myself so I couldn’t even dream of God loving me. But once you realize He loves you regardless of what you are attracted to you - be it drugs, sex, alcohol, power, you name it - it gets easier to love Him back. And that’s where the journey just keeps getting better.
Bless You~