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runningdude
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My parish had a healing mass today. While it is the Church’s sole prerogative to bind or loose the conditions one may receive the sacraments, I have been reflecting deeply on why the sacrament of anointing was once reserved for those near death.
My conclusion was that this sacrament is terribly powerful, similar to that of Baptism itself. It shares its name with the title of Our Lord, The Christ, The Anointed, The Messiah. Upon its reception, one’s souls is radically purified; all lingering sin and doubt baptized, cleansed away.
All temporal punishments, consequences, penances due are fulfilled. Should one close his eyes for the last time after receiving, his next view would be the loving face of God welcoming him home. No indulgence, no purgation, no prayers for the dead necessary.
Why then, do I hesitate to receive this powerful, miraculous, holy sacrament?
My first motivation to receive a few years ago was to avoid vocalizing persistent sins that I fall into repeatedly; bad habits that gnaw at may soul. I never did seek for this reason, but I reflected long on this sacrament, studying its form and its history.
To be so radically purified, so close to God, so innocent, and then to be so casually stained again seems tragic. To sin again, even if subjectively venial, after achieving the kingdom of heaven through the faith and merit’s of the Anointed One’s cross, is much to much for me…
My conclusion was that this sacrament is terribly powerful, similar to that of Baptism itself. It shares its name with the title of Our Lord, The Christ, The Anointed, The Messiah. Upon its reception, one’s souls is radically purified; all lingering sin and doubt baptized, cleansed away.
All temporal punishments, consequences, penances due are fulfilled. Should one close his eyes for the last time after receiving, his next view would be the loving face of God welcoming him home. No indulgence, no purgation, no prayers for the dead necessary.
Why then, do I hesitate to receive this powerful, miraculous, holy sacrament?
My first motivation to receive a few years ago was to avoid vocalizing persistent sins that I fall into repeatedly; bad habits that gnaw at may soul. I never did seek for this reason, but I reflected long on this sacrament, studying its form and its history.
To be so radically purified, so close to God, so innocent, and then to be so casually stained again seems tragic. To sin again, even if subjectively venial, after achieving the kingdom of heaven through the faith and merit’s of the Anointed One’s cross, is much to much for me…