I noticed that you’ve been posting things recently that express doubt of God and the faith, as well as our ability to discern both. I suspect that you’re highly depressed, which has led you to ask, “Where is God?” The ensuing silence has caused you to fear that atheism–along with nihilism, by extension–is true.
It’s all speculation on my part, but I recognize your feelings all too well. After being a devout Catholic for many years I have come to doubt everything I ever believed. That doubt is hand-in-hand with severe depression and suicidal tendencies. I’m diagnosed with clinical depression, for what it’s worth. In my sorrow I’ve realized that the faith I once held was illusionary, and it’s terrifying. Maybe we’ll find answers. Maybe there are no answers at all. Hoping for the best my friend, peace.
