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Catholic_Boi3285
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So lately I have been feeling a sort of hazy and miserable state.Im in high school at a great(academically) but horrible(spiritually) and I feel a sort of desperate want of companionship.Im male and I really want fellowship but my fellow parishioners that are my age at least most aren’t very invested into Catholicism as I was.While i still go to mass and confession I have lost a great degree of virtue in terms of being able to love without wanting love back.I was able to do this but as school and a sort of loneliness that has set in has made me feel restraining in my love given to others and every day I’m reminded by my loneliness.I have heard that I should love and move outside of myself but it feels to difficult and trying to do so leaves a sort of ache in my heart seeing my parents not wanting to go to mass with me or the fact that 98% of my friends with the exception of a few aquainteces I don’t have any religious friends and the only one like me is my brother who isn’t very keen at being a friend more as a supporting brother.I feel so lost and in prayer I find God silent and not listening and it drives me to fear because I feel like I’m flying blind without really knowing how to steer the plane or even where to go.I am asking for prayers and some advice on what to do.Tomorrow I’m going to see my priest for spiritual direction but more voices on the matter wouldn’t hurt.
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