Dear friend,
For years I was in the same boat as you, so I went to the best Masses I could find; the early morning ones do seem to be the most reverent. In the meantime, I also watched EF Masses that posted were online and purchased others on DVD.
This one was the first EF Mass I saw, so it is very special to me b/c of that. Oh it struck me like lightning from Heaven!
Institute of Christ the King Sovereign Priest Exaltation of the Holy Cross 2009 at Hanceville
institute-christ-king.org/news/122/110/EWTN-Solemn-High-Mass/
ICRSS, Solemn High Mass, Exaltation of the Holy Cross at Hanceville, from 2008
institute-christ-king.org/news/72/110/Online-Video-of-Institute-s-Mass-on-EWTN/
They also have a lovely Requiem Mass; it’s not online but is available for purchase! Actually I ended up buying all three DVDs.
institute-christ-king.org/news/81/110/Solemn-High-Requiem-Mass-on-EWTN/
This one really made me feel as if I was there – I’m small, so I’m used to people blocking my view!
2012 Napa Pontifical Solemn Mass (EF) at the Faldstool (29 July 2012)
youtube.com/watch?v=skX0HaH9ZG0
Other purchasing possibilities are EF DVDs at the EWTN Catalogue:
ewtnreligiouscatalogue.com/shop.axd/Search?keywords=extraordinary+form&x=0&y=0
The Pontifical High Mass, July 2009 is particularly interesting b/c a bishop is celebrant so there’s extras. Bishop Perry has a beautiful voice.
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I first discovered the Latin Mass when I found an old missal. Every evening I’d go through it and thus got familiarized with the Mass. Years later when I was gifted to finally see it, it wasn’t so foreign. You might want to see if you can find one. And if you can study Latin, bonus! I had a great professor at college.
Finally, find a saint or saints who celebrated this form of the Holy Mass and humbly ask for their help, so you can worship as they did. I asked Blessed John Henry Newman for his intercession.
take care!
amsjj
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Jesus, God and man,
imprisoned by love in Thy most holy Sacrament,
have mercy upon us.
- Blessed John Henry Newman, December 22, 1851
Tú y yo sabemos por la fe que oculto en las especies sacramentales está Cristo,
ese Cristo con su Cuerpo, con su Sangre, con su Alma, y con su Divinidad,
prisonero de amor.
- San Josemaría Escrivá, 1 junio 1974
… Our Lord Himself frequently said; and it is recorded as an Apostolic tradition from Him by St. Justin the Martyr. He says ‘Jesus often said, “They who are near Me are near a fire”’.
- Abp. W. B. Ullathorne, August 1st 1886