(To readers): please pray for my complete Healing immediately

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Earlier, I was on the Forums asking for healing regarding a minor annoyance that I’ve had to deal with, however, recently, I have been diagnosed with something much more serious in nature. This, unfortunately, is my limit. The first problem was only minor, but this one is much worse. If this diagnosis isn’t revealed to be incorrect, or if I don’t get healed of it, I might just leave the Church. While I am aware that this would lead to Hell, I honestly cannot take any more. I have pleaded to Jesus Christ and the Saints incessantly, but to no avail. Regardless, I’m not about to waste anyone’s time going through my typical exhausted rants (If you want to see more, just go read my prior posts).

This is where I draw the line. If I don’t get healed of this soon, I’m done. This has transcended suffering now, and I refuse to unite this with the Cross. I’m aware that none of us can force God’s hand, but I’m sure that if He loves me, He’ll make something happen… In the meantime, please pray for my complete healing (physical, mental, spiritual, etc.).

Sometimes I feel as though I was “called” to be the Antichrist. Between my intelligence, struggles, and God’s ignoring of Me, it seems that He (God) is actually guiding me into this path, so as to fulfill destiny. Despite this, I have stayed with God and have tried to use my gifts for His benefit and not Satan’s. Unfortunately, it honestly seems as though I was God-forsaken at birth. Regarding my healing, however, is it possible that pouring Holy Water on the affected areas could heal me? If not, could exorcism work. A former Satanist said that some afflictions which seem natural are actually demonic, however, I’m unsure how often this happens, and even still, it doesn’t explain why God hasn’t freed me after the months of incessant prayer.

Please, pray for me.
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May God soften you heart and draw you close to Him. May God’s will be done.

Please, please, schedule a meeting with your pastor.
 
Gods love is greater then any pain you will suffer while flesh and bone. It breaks my heart that you would astray from your god during the hard times, Accept whatever faith god has decided for you and pray for eternal love from him. Its not worth it why would you astray from him during a time when only god can help you? I will pray for you friend pray that your soul sees heaven and that you wont suffer in this life.

Much love
 
TheNeutral said:
I might just leave the Church. While I am aware that this would lead to Hell, I honestly cannot take any more.
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However bad the suffering you’re going through now is it is nothing compared to Hell.
 
LordsDaughter said:
Gods love is greater then any pain you will suffer while flesh and bone. It breaks my heart that you would astray from your god during the hard times, Accept whatever faith god has decided for you and pray for eternal love from him. Its not worth it why would you astray from him during a time when only god can help you? I will pray for you friend pray that your soul sees heaven and that you wont suffer in this life.

Much love
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Why should I care if He doesn’t care? God knows my heart, He knows exactly what I’m thinking right now, and yet He hasn’t once intervened. He never has. I’ll always believe that Jesus Christ is God, for whatever it’s worth, but I can’t keep doing this anymore. You say “why defect when only God can help [you]?”, but He hasn’t. The only thing He did for me in my entire life was stop my from dying at birth and giving me a few coins, had I died at birth, I would’ve been in Heaven, and the money was ultimately inconsequential. I used to have a deep love for myself, but after these events nothing remains. This is too much for me, and the fact that the Holy Spirit wouldn’t heal me is nothing short of cruel.
 
I’ve been very sick for 30 years of my life … God gives me the strength to carry on … pray for strength to endure whatever it is you are dealing with. Forsaking God is not the answer.
 
Remember,
O most gracious Virgin Mary that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, Implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided. Inspired by this confidence, I fly to you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in Thy mercy hear and answer me, Amen 🙏
 
Saint Michael, the archangel, defend us in battle, be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the devil, may God rebuke him, we humbly pray. And do you, O’ Prince of the Heavenly host, by the power of God thrust into Hell Satan and all the other evil spirits who prowl about the world for the ruin of souls.

Amen.

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Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

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Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

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Prayer for a Miracle

God of all creation, you who spoke a simple command and brought forth light from
the darkness, I ask you now to send forth your miracle-working power to heal (The Neutrals). You cleansed the lepers, opened the eyes of the blind and by
speaking a simple command, you empowered the crippled to rise up and walk.
You sent forth your life-giving power to all those in need, including those you raised from
the dead. I ask you to send forth your healing power into The Neutrals’s body and give him the strength to fight his illness. I ask this through my Lord, Jesus Christ, your Son, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen

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Do you think it’s possible that your understanding of the Gospel is incorrect? See, the Gospel message is not “Follow Christ and your life will get better”. Rather it is “Christ is so good that He’s worth following no matter what comes”. Your spiritual walk is not about meriting your way to God’s forgiveness, it is about pleading with God and following Him regardless of what He decides to do. I’d like to congratulate you on recognizing that the Catholic way of prayer doesn’t bring you peace; that is something more people need to realize, so I come here to share the true Gospel.

It’s very possible that God is allowing your diagnosis as a means to break you of your ego and to bring you to reliance on Him alone. Do good works without the expectation that God will reward you. The problem comes in when we think that God ought to reward us for doing this or that. That leads to putting God in a box, because you basically claim that your way is the right way and that God ought to behave in the way you dictate. God’s ways are far too exalted for us to fully understand, but we can get a glimpse of it in the Scriptures.

The problem you have is that you’re basically saying that God ought to behave a certain way, in healing you of your diagnosed illness. God will provide you with the necessary grace to overcome whatever is in your path. He allows certain ailments to occur in order to make us more like Christ. Jesus experienced hardship; more than we have. It should give you confidence that whatever is bothering you, He knows fully what you mean when you cry out to Him.

I hope you will consider what I’ve said. I will be praying for God to heal you completely. 🙂
 
Prayer for Healing

Lord, look upon TheNeutral with eyes of mercy. May Your
healing hand rest upon them, soothing their pain. May Your
life-giving powers flow into every cell of their body and into
the depths of their soul, cleansing, purifying, and restoring
them to wholeness and strength for service in Your Kingdom.
Through Christ Our Lord, Amen. 🙏
 
Saint Michael, the archangel, defend us in battle, be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the devil, may God rebuke him, we humbly pray. And do you, O’ Prince of the Heavenly host, by the power of God thrust into Hell Satan and all the other evil spirits who prowl about the world for the ruin of souls.

Amen.

†

Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

†

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

†

Prayer for a Miracle

God of all creation, you who spoke a simple command and brought forth light from
the darkness, I ask you now to send forth your miracle-working power to heal (The Neutrals). You cleansed the lepers, opened the eyes of the blind and by
speaking a simple command, you empowered the crippled to rise up and walk.
You sent forth your life-giving power to all those in need, including those you raised from
the dead. I ask you to send forth your healing power into The Neutrals’s body and give him the strength to fight his illness. I ask this through my Lord, Jesus Christ, your Son, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen

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May you come to see your ONLY chance for healing is through the Lord!
That your life be filled with a new joy and promise!
Our Father, Hail Mary, Glory Be, Fatima, AMEN!
 
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