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GodsLittleKayla
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And that’s not common for me, at all.
I’m usually an anxious, depressed mess who does nothign but sit on the computer, worrying worrying worrying. My fears of sin, and fears that the joys in my life are nothing but temptations to sloth and other sins, usually has me so …almost angry with God. I fear ignorance, and I fear being ignorant. I don’t trust myself, even if I can find very good logical reasons for things, reasons to not worry.
However, there are some days, where I wake up, and say, No, Kayla, that thing is not a sin. neither is this. GO have fun, feel free. And those days? I love God. I feel so close to him. Those days I wonder, if its the other side putting those doubts and fears into my head, to keep me from feeling Gods love.
Today is one of those days. I pray I can keep it like htis, and this peace IS from God, and not just “someone else” wanting to fool me
I’m usually an anxious, depressed mess who does nothign but sit on the computer, worrying worrying worrying. My fears of sin, and fears that the joys in my life are nothing but temptations to sloth and other sins, usually has me so …almost angry with God. I fear ignorance, and I fear being ignorant. I don’t trust myself, even if I can find very good logical reasons for things, reasons to not worry.
However, there are some days, where I wake up, and say, No, Kayla, that thing is not a sin. neither is this. GO have fun, feel free. And those days? I love God. I feel so close to him. Those days I wonder, if its the other side putting those doubts and fears into my head, to keep me from feeling Gods love.
Today is one of those days. I pray I can keep it like htis, and this peace IS from God, and not just “someone else” wanting to fool me
