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tinkerbell81
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I am not sure what has happened to me,
I dont know if it was the near death of my grandfather last week…or the death of my cousin exactly one week to the day after my grandfathers close call
Or if it was the going back and forth about baptizing our baby
Or if it was coming on these boards and pouring out my soul to complete strangers in the hope of finding comfort.
But something happened. Something in me changed, or was rediscovered.
The fear, worry, doubt … all of it… seems to have been lifted. If even only for a moment, I am at peace.
For the *first time, I am actually looking forward to going to church on Sunday. Really genuinely anxiously awaiting going to the house of God to show that I hear him now. It may not be the way I hoped to hear him, but it still makes me feel good.
I want to thank you all for helping me on this journey! I am sure I will stumble often, but I know now that help is not far behind.
God Bless!
I dont know if it was the near death of my grandfather last week…or the death of my cousin exactly one week to the day after my grandfathers close call
Or if it was the going back and forth about baptizing our baby
Or if it was coming on these boards and pouring out my soul to complete strangers in the hope of finding comfort.
But something happened. Something in me changed, or was rediscovered.
The fear, worry, doubt … all of it… seems to have been lifted. If even only for a moment, I am at peace.
For the *first time, I am actually looking forward to going to church on Sunday. Really genuinely anxiously awaiting going to the house of God to show that I hear him now. It may not be the way I hoped to hear him, but it still makes me feel good.
I want to thank you all for helping me on this journey! I am sure I will stumble often, but I know now that help is not far behind.
God Bless!
I hope to get to know the regular posters over time as I am benefiting from the site.