I am starting seminary in just two weeks. I have a cassock, Christian Prayer (the one volume LOTH book), and a handful of Catholic books in addition to standard college supplies. What else would you recommend I obtain since I seek to live as a traditional college seminarian at a diocesan seminary?
Get a copy of the
Imitation of Christ.
Get a copy of the
The Four Last Things.
Get a good little “Examination of Conscious” booklet, use it often, go to confession frequently.
I am reading your posts regularly and have some advice that is going to raise some eyebrows but it comes from the heart and experience. It comes with my sincere hope that if priesthood is your vocation you can make it through what will be difficult.
In short, keep the biretta at home, your mouth shut, and your head down. Stay out of the crossfire, do not give them an excuse. Period.
Sound harsh? Let me explain.
10 years ago I did go to seminary. A vocation was not for me, but I hung in for a while for discernment purposes.
But during that time I watched others - and myself - focus on externals, argue with instructors, and come in thinking they were theologians who knew well better than the priests there.
Here is the thing: You
are going to hear things that are wrong. You
are going to hear things that you do not agree with. You
are going to see liturgical abuses - you are going to be taught they are OK. You
are going to get some fluff theology. You
are going to have instructors who are so effeminate and swishy you will wince. You ***will ***deal with sisters in pantsuits who think Joan Chittister is a hero and are annoyed that ***you ***get to study for priesthood when they believe they should already be consecrated bishop.
What do you do? KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT AND PERSERVERE.
And what happens if you should opt “stand up, speak out for orthodoxy and tradition!”? Rather simply two things:
- It leads to the occasion of sin of pride.
- It opens you wide up to being persecuted, drummed out, and could lead to the denial of Holy Orders that the faithful so gravely need.
I watched guys come in who spoke out against everything. They came in with the finest cassocks, the best externals, and pontificated on matters like they were just coming out of a conclave, newly elected. These were not bad guys, but they were targets.
"Ulta traditionalists. Unstable. Homosexual. Closet Case. Convertitis. Fundamentalist. Imbalanced. (Derisively) Pre-V-2-Crew. Mysogynistic. Antiquated. Rigid. Scrupulous." You will hear all of those things if you jump into the firing range.
If on the other hand, you keep your head down, mind your Ps & Qs, focus hard on your studies, and give no one an excuse you can do what a lot of guys I knew did - they made it to the altar, and they left the church swinging. They prayed together, they chose good confessors, and they jumped through the right hoops.
They run missions, preach orthodoxy, implore the faithful to the confessional, direct men to great and growing orders, take part in diaconal formation, counsel folks for good Christian marriage. And how did they get there? 4-8 grueling years of keeping their mouths shut and knowing that better things and bigger battles await.
We will all be praying for you during this discernment time.