Just another reason I’m an agnostic leaning toward atheism.
An agnostic pagan? Now I’m confused … Well, not really. It does sort of make sense. My cousin is the same way.
(Like the name, by the way. Egyptian mythology is the foshizzle. If I had to be a* blasphemous heathen, *I’d lean towards the Egyptian mythos myself. lol **I’m just messing with you! **I call you a “blasphemous heathen,” you call me “fat.” It’s all good.

Okay, so I’m not … But you still can!)
Anyhoo, yep, transubstantiation could be a great fraud–or totally authentic. There’s really a fifty-fifty chance here, if you think about it. In either case you’re taking a leap of faith. From where I’m sort of coming from, my soul’s not worth losing in a game of chance–especially with such cruddy odds.
As the Big Bang theory states that the universe–time, space, and matter–had a beginning, and since it is evident from our own world that everything possesses a certain cause-effect relationship, as we
do have an observable domino effect in regards to … well, everything, what do you suggest the universe finds its Cause in? How do you explain from a purely naturalistic perspective the uniqueness of the human race? How do you attempt to reconcile such views to man’s constant display of spirituality? He is a religious being; that is undeniable. Is he innately illogical in this respect?
“The desire for God is written in the human heart, because man is created by God and for God; and God never ceases to draw man to himself. Only in God will he find the truth and happiness he never stops searching for… The world: starting from movement, becoming, contingency, and the world’s order and beauty, one can come to a knowledge of God as the origin and the end of the universe… The human person: with his openness to truth and beauty, his sense of moral goodness, his freedom and the voice of his conscience, with his longings for the infinite and for happiness, man questions himself about God’s existence. In all this he discerns signs of his spiritual soul… The world, and man, attest that they contain within themselves neither their first principle nor their final end, but rather that they participate in Being itself, which alone is without origin or end.”
CCC 27, 32, 33, 34
“For from the greatness and the beauty of created things their original author, by analogy, is seen.”–Wisdom 13:5
“The heavens declare the glory of God; the sky proclaims its builder’s craft.”–Psalm 19:2
“Ever since the creation of the world, his invisible attributes of eternal power and divinity have been able to be understood and perceived in what he has made.”–Romans 1:20
You’ve (honestly) never looked at a sunset and thought that, just maybe, you were seeing a glimpse of a Being much greater than yourself–loving and good, even beautiful in some respect? If not, go out next time you see one. Sit, think, reflect …
Better agnostic than atheist, IMO!
You could take Christ at his word in regards to the Eucharist, but if you’re anything like Thomas, you’ll want a little more proof (that’s good; God encourages the skeptic). Look into some Eucharistic miracles. Granted, we can’t know if all of them are true or not, but there is a pretty overwhelming consensus that SOMETHING happened on several different occasions on several different continents and a distinct possibility that Jesus was type AB blood.
Look into the Fatima incident, too:
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Miracle_of_the_Sun
Seventy to a hundred thousand witnesses might be a little faith-booster for an agnostic-pagan chap like yourself. (I’m not British or anything, I just like to say “chap.” Don’t you?)
Anyway, it’s late, I’m delusional to the umpteenth degree, so I bid thee and thy clan farewell!
Peace, homie, peace in Christ.