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I have just shown you a way of doing just what you say, unfortunately you may not have the horsepower or required Christian values needed to see it yet.
Instead of emotionally re-acting in this less than intelligent “all or nothing” type manner why not ruminate over our responses for a few days. That would truly be “listening.”
It seems that if you are unable to grasp something someone suggests to you here then you immediately assume the other person’s insights/reasons must be stupid.
But a truly intelligent person would first assume they didn’t understand the other’s contribution.
Pride is often the weakness of intellgient people, esp young men, but an understandable one as most of us oldies were young once and have been to that lonely place.
The following comments probably won’t help you because you seem locked into less than intelligent ways of dealing with things you do not understand/disagree with (as was Adam wrt the Tree).
Subservience is not a virtue.
Yes, humility is a virtue but you do not yet understand what it is. This is precisely because you look to have a distorted understanding/experience of the relationship between trust/faith and reason … and hence of obedience.
Admittedly it doesn’t come easily or quickly.
Again, due to a less than harmonious understanding of the relationship of faith/reason in personal life you have misunderstood the nature of Angels and you do not realise that what you opine here contradicts Catholic Angelology.
At the very instant of their creation, angels understood all that they could possibly understand given the present conditions they were in (they were not in Heaven, ie not receipients of the Beatific Vision). Their sin also was to do with not obeying in matters they could not pierce to by their own natural powers - great as they were. In other words, their sin was to do with matters that ultimately needed to be taken on faith not reason.
You certainly are not a flawed character in the sense you mean it here

. We are all flawed characters in one way or another, that is to be expected. We are also limited characters by our very human nature. That is why we are saved by faith and friendship with God and others…not by our own perfection.
I do understand where you are coming from and I am very sympathetic to your intellectual position (though it is less than adequate) as I have been there myself.
The world teaches young men that maturity comes through disobedience, breaking away from the herd and making one’s own decisions. Well, its wrong but it is redeemable if one’s heart is in the right place to start with (afterall humanity was redeemed despite disobedience).
However the original plan was to grow to maturity through freely given obedience/trust (not subservience) in legitimate authority.
The problem of course is that, outside the gates of Eden, no-one does a good job of “standing-in” for God on earth (“call no man your Father”) so no human authority ever come’s across as 100% legit or “reasonable.”
However, the Christian insight (given by Jesus himself) is … unless a legitimate human authority commands you to sin you are to obey lovingly, even if it seems stupid and you disagree. By all means talk about it again after you or others get hurt and you are proven correct (sometimes one may be). Keep the relationship going, be a servant…
Of course noone wants to do that - yet that is exactly what Jesus taught:
“Turn the other cheek”,
“give your tunic as well”
“Father if it be your will take this (stupid) cup away from me”
“He became obedient (to his Father’s Will) even unto death…”
Or in purely human terms the core teaching of Buddha, the way of Anatta (“no self”).